I committed a dirty sin..over and over again

....and i liked it!

My apologies for not posting any outfit post but if you haven't already herd I smashed the screen of my second iPhone 3G (I've had four in my life time). I also wrecked my Sony cybershot camera.....So unless my mom( who has decided to ensure everything I own after I get my stuff fixed) let me borrow hers....you guys are going to have to put up with my stupid pics.

UPDATE: Someone asked about my leather jacket from Zara, Yes although it was a hile ago you can find it in some stores i have seen it here and there but there, but thare rare and usually only found in medium. If this dry spell goes on am happy to do a Q&A session, since i recently recieved a comment questioning my race.....

(It's time to take a break and have some Breakfast) Join the club?

You quoted my life before the day that I was born, you truly taught me how to love my self and not the clique I belonged to. Your departure made me feel that now is the time to learn, now is the time to become who I am, now is the time...to grow up.

I'm truly heart broken that I live within a time where all my idols are dead and those left standing are rapidly fading away. I'm stuck in a limbo of life and disappointment, a time where I might still exist but the purpose of life dosent. The song, the cause, that moment that changed whom we all are doesn't live with us today.......Haunted by that face, that voice, that pressence that once stood beside you.

......I feel really uninspired, disappointed and disgust with my generation of lost idols.

Re-create it....

As a kid when im tired and its time to go to bed its always been a comfort just know that when your being carried over to your room you could always rest your head on her comfortably padded shoulders.......(a beautifule meory from 1994)

I think I just fell off my chair

....Wow, I am like.....Fucking hell!!! Alright pen and paper out! Get....

-Pagoda shouldered dress
-Pagoda Shouldered Blazer
-Faux fur jacket
(hmm a maybe I just own any fur jackets for some
reason....)
-Acid wash Denim Biker Jacket
-and the hobo styled combat boots on the manican wearing the denim...

God I've got this paper which I have to complete and I've been doging that assigment for that past two weeks!! I promise that tommorrow i will sit down and get it done cuz I've already done all the research for it.

But enough of my that shit, Today I wanted to show you guys an...well...intresting "Skirt"? I baught when at home in Stockholm. I got it at Weekday where they sell allot of Cheap Monaday and I will be honest it was an impulse buy (come it was 75% off!!) Im currently playing around with the possible different looks and fits it can make, but so far im going to show of the amazing print and since its so long im pulling it up and showing it of as a tube dress.

Wearing: Blazer(finally back from the dry cleaners)
- Zara, Dress - Cheap Monday, Wedges - Office.

Are you in the mood....

Working on my Mood Board, I'm determined on making this mini collection happen. Right now I'm just working on getting some statement Dresses out and if things go well I'll transcend into more pieces.

Im so going to start sporting the one lace glove thing!

Daily Fix

I've decided that I from now on I'm going to, well whenever I feel like it, share Random things that I'm either thinking, obsessing, worrying or planning at the moment. I figured I't would be a nice thing to help fill those gaps between my outfit posts. I'll start of with this funny pic I had dropped in my email where someone wrote

"OMFG she stole your outfit!"

I guess so? Wish she'd give me credit for it....

I always visit the Danish chics over at Anywho when I dont know what to wear, there just so well put together in every look they wear.....that and the fact that im so jealous over there height, weight, hair and job....

One of the girls styled this really amazing shot called Glamour Goth and It's these kind of culture/lifestyle twists that I admire. It's not nearly stripped of Its natural allure but is simply well intact...in a different packaging (unlike the how to grunge shit..)

I was over at a Swedish girls blog, you may know her as Fashion Squad. She wore this really cool top (I believe It's by The Mountain) I am so inlove with that top and have been looking for that exact one for ages but the guys over at Ragfreak dont seem to ever have it in stock!! I know you can get them on like ebay or whatever but im strictly TOUCH BEFORE purchase kind of guy and cant stand online shopping.

Ive also been sitting in front of my closet.....or okay the pill of clothes on the floor(havent really gotten around to unpacking after the trip...) wishing these pieces could magically appear cuz I im dying for a look like this. It's got everything I want from this fall, acid wash, leather, studs, Tie dye and a that god forbidden peace neckles that ive been looking for and am about to give up on trying to finding. I know I always say this "But if I only had these pieces my life would be complete and I wouldnt have to shop no more..."Top and Neckles - I'de be glad if anyone could tell me where there from, Skirt - Balmain (although you could get a moderat version at Topshop and add more studds to it) Shoes and Bag - Alexander Wang.

oh and I have been obsessing over my iPod and the amount of 80's Madonna in there. You should see the borderline music video because the amount of style in that video is overwhelming and I've been nostalgic over the days of my youth and every person, style, music and art that that came alive around that time. If you want to know how I look when go out at night dancing....just check out Madonna's Lucky star Video, first dance video I learnt by heart and seem to be the reason why I occasionally pull out "The Buss Stop" move on the floor...

And im a ma ma material girl...

Shirt I Zara Top I H&M Pants I Topshop Wedges I Office Bag I Complement
So today I did something out of my nature...I actually just went window shopping. Just glided down the Ilse ignoring the sales people. I just gotta keep strong I dont want to waste any money on clothes that has just passed there expiring date (the trendy sales items..) as the Fall/Winter collections are soon to hit stores and I've already made a list of things to get.

More Leather im thinking bustias and maybe a grey leather
jacket, I so totally want a pair of Comfortable Suede shorts as
seen in Chloe's collection ive already got my suede harem pants which im so
inlove with. Im also looking out for biker jackets but in suede material as well
as waistcoats for layering. I want anything studded may it be a
skirt in style of Balmain or these heels which i know will be coming to topshop
in black. But at the end of the day I'd love to sport a look similar
to the one showcased at Haider Ackermann's fall 09
show.

Im glad to see that anonymous Commentor is back and im not about to start and angered post about what that person said cuz frankly it dosent bother me and there are droplets of truth in what she says (other than the part that that Im one of the infamous L.A wannabe's, I seriously love the music but im not going to waste my time looking like your original Courtney love since that's not who I am, my look changes constantly So I never waste time calling myself something, I do however love to name looks at times whenever there's patterned trend in what I wear).

And I concur with the whole to much Topshop thing....

Finally

My luggage has arrived!