everything been shit lately and i feel like i just realized this to late....
i would fucking kill to be institutionalized, left alone, given time to focus on me and not what others expect of me.
i feel like everyone who supposedly love me are the once driving me crazy.......which makes me feel extremely lonely
i know how that feels. hope you'll feel better and much much happier SOON! :)
ReplyDeletemuch love.
There is nothing wrong with getting help and that sounds like just what you may need. Life is too short to be feeling down like this all the time. Once in a while?.... fine, but all the time?... no.
ReplyDeleteAs most people, I tend to drink myself senseless and be super social when all I want to do is to stay under my covers crying. But what usually helps for me when I feel like that (and this is going to sound really nerdy)is to read a really good book. I recommand "Broklyn follies", which I thought was beautifully written, and kinda philosofic, without really being all sappy. Or I recommand "Stories we will tell", which is about cool musicjournalist-teenagers from the 70ties who´s lives are going to hell.
ReplyDeleteOther than that I think it usually helps being a little crafty, for example making scrap-collages.
Or I just drink till my head spins.
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