took life more seriously, stopped being afraid of whats not there but what actually is, stop doing things id like to believe makes me happy, take life seriously......then again that ends up making me more depressed........
i guess what i have to do is stop making a list of what should make me feel better and well let things play out.
Omg that's exactly how I feel...
ReplyDeleteIt is depressing stuff, then getting pissed about letting it
get to you
lifes a vicious circle...
letting things play out seems to be an easier thing to do...
ReplyDeletethings never go as planned in life so i dont know why we humans try to plan everything. We only dissapoint ourselves when we do this.