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I've always wanted to dress like her, shes such an inspiration and cool individual. She's got this cool Ghost World meets Rocka billy meets her which is pure and unconditional amazingness.

Anyways going to stop drulling over my friend...
Thanks for bearing my complete and utter-self-loathing-I-want-to-kill-myself-Im-so-fat-my-life is-ruined-

ness.Im not saying its all fine now, im just saying theres not point in giving myself migraines anxiety attacks and sleep deprivation for...crap was going to say nothing but this is my life.

It will all work out-you do this all the time-you however have never missed out on that big achievement EVER- so stop bitching.
Ill have to remind myself of this and hush now.
I do want to thank does that tried to cheer me up, but unfortunately everyone cannot be winners....this of course dosnt mean I wont :)

Wearing: Topshop slevless dress, Topshop Backpack, Zara leather jacket, Urban Outfitters frames(dressing like a geek although I never made the grades) and suede creepers

melancholy

i really need that loveless album on vinyl.....

and that same summer she blossomed

band together

who turned 21 today?

:(

....i want to smile like I mean, laugh and believe it, love and not dream it, die and not feel it
,Billie Jean

Dress Up: Hippy Hippy Milkshake

the name sounds like what you called the dazed moves Jim Morrison makes on stage...or when the manic part of me kicks in and im to happy for my own good.

Either way this is a blogger that blew me away after I joined the occult of bloggernistas.

I vaguely remember years ago when I made a mention to her already.

She was pretty much me, but BETTER. I was so amazed that id found another person that equally loved and valued...THE VALUES, that both hippies and 90s alternative folk shared (which in a nutshell was fuck authority and hygiene) and found the same harmony in here closet.

something so happy and carefree verses something suppressed an constantly remained in melancholy "we" ,and i use this term loosely, created a mono-chromed hippie, one that believed in doubting the intentions of any authority in society, be it your parents, teachers, your therapist, the MAN or any Jim Jones driven cult....

Anyways Celine is Norwegians bleach black and a young lady who lives breaths and loves everything I love and would love to do....but am to scared to inhale, so pass the opportunity to someone i like to refer to as "a better desert" because someone else out there is always better deserving of an opportunity than me

Check her out over here

come in alone...

Wearinng: Vintage Top(its all fluffy makes me feel like an extra in clueless), TOPSHOP Shorts, Chloe Docs(hey mom my birthdays coming up you wouldnt mind getting me a pair of tall black once wouldya?) TOPSHOP Backpack and Urban Outfitters sunglasses
I've finally broken free from this concret mind hell they call Higher Education....
yet I'm overwhelmed with other projects and that insanelly hard task of finding an answer to the question, What next?
Well ive decided to take a masters in Intellectual Property Law at Stockholm University, so granted I get in theres that part sorted. Having quite found an apartment yet but I figured id put that off until I actually get in.
I need to find a job for the summer to make some money if I intend on having furniture....(and an ever expanding shoe collection)
Bit annoyed that I cant dye my hair pink for the summer because I have an internship at a law firm starting next month.
....I promised myself a festival this summer, but despite only being 20years young I feel like if i dont get a grip of where I want to go in life im seriously going to be a miserable person who's made there work there life. I frankly dont feel comfortable taking time of for anything or anyone.
Making plans for the future has only led me to say no to you, and it just says that id rather be sad than happy with you.........why am I okay with that?
I dont know I read all these bloggs and they all seem to be happy and comfortable with their lives....I dont know if its real or just part of there virtual life.
Im just not comfortable taking time of and so I apologies for not being around so much, but I do hope you guys understand the importance of leading a life of your own and that things are never what they seem.
Once you accept that the tough times wont seem so tough because there will no longer that something out there to make you feel less of a person.
Click here

aaaarrrrggghhh...soon i promise

be right back....

Factory by Erik Hart

its Helmut Lang meets T by Alexander Wang, all set in a Post apocalyptic, where simplicity is key.
Regardless of the fabric, the smoothest exudes add while the most synthetic appearances draws a a natural grace.
A collection worth fitting for, its sure to be one still in fashion at the end of the world....
(will be available at shopbop and Oacknyc)

in your hands i bleed burgundy

I cant tell you I love you cuz then id never leave

and if i told i love you, id have to stay....either way id know i would have made a big mistake.
I think it would be easier if I knew this guy I "like like" didnt like me back. Then I think leaving Brighton for Stockholm this fall would be easier. However its killing me, this not saying anything because it simply dosent seem fair to either sides. But then saying something and leaving that person dosent seem fair to him either.
It's situations like this that makes life so fucking pointless!!!!!
bla bla bla emo rant blaaaahhhh.
I was listning to this song before I decided to make up a dumb excuse to see him today

wearing: secondhand dress

you dont have to wear colours in the summer if u dont want to

mind riot

.....god i must have bjorks orange hair... oh and those darn Chloe docs knock offs!!! first urban outfitters now Jeffery Campbell...coincidence, fuck no!

obs...just realized a forget to add the actual shoe i was yapping about....thats what u get from waking up at six and studying till six the next day. wish me luck with my exams...cuz all i want is to sleep again!!!

make up....for lost time

Wearing nothing but....
my new cherry black lipstick(that smells amazing i find myself licking it off) Ralph Lauren Shirt dress(AMAZING find after wanting to get this for ages) Dr Martens and Topshop Backpack...oh and my new hanging GOLD(OMG ive got gold jewelry hahahaha) cross from TOPMAN

sorry for not being the best blogger, but seeing as this isnt what I live on focusing on exams and actually graduating, finding a job, remembering to do things i promised people id get done etc...im so sorry but ill find a way to make up for lost time
(and OMG do any of you guys Supernatural? what da piiping fuck is going on :D, and yeah cried my eyes out on smallvilles season final, not because it was good because the final was absolute crap and it felt like they spit the fans in the eye....but because I love smallville and was so sad to see it end :(....felt abit pathetic since im not a cryer hahaha)

when Katie met Lady...

hold on ill be right back just got a 5000 word paper to finish by tmrw :(

my morning beauty regime.....

..............since the day I figured out the function of a reflection, pulling faces has been a terrible habit of mine. thats pretty much it i dont have a beauty routine, just splash face with water, pat my hair into shape or pull them back into pigtails....and out the door, hopefully remembering to have brushed my teeth before ;)

what the HAIR did you DO!!!!

TOPMAN jumper, TOPSHOP skirt and Backpack, Dr Martens, Hair, and a song by the Smashing Pumpkins(click)........happy friday the 13th

what did you do!!!!!

outfit post coming shortly

screencap from the movie Empire Records

mood

Bjorks debute album on vinyl (and that perfect sweater), A no fuss lace bra for this summer which i hope to suttly ecpose through my loose T's, Angelina Jolie in Hackers, Polaroid film and how stupidly expensive they've got, that girls hair out of Rules of Attraction, Pixie's Warhol hair, im generally obssesed with hair and how I regret cutting it short again(or well trim it..but yeah back to square I-HAVE NO PATIANCE), those darn Proenza Schoulers shoes that never went into production, the Matrix and Alice in Wonderland Hypotecy, leeeeaaattthhhheeerrr, the 90s, the 90's obssesion with witches and vampire trends, Brenda Walsh and her not so symetrical face, Crucifixes, pain, hunger and Ryan Gosling....I love you :)

WHAT i SHOULD WEAR