Daydreaming, because life is a NIGHTMARE

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I've always wanted to dress like her, shes such an inspiration and cool individual. She's got this cool Ghost World meets Rocka billy meets her which is pure and unconditional amazingness.

Anyways going to stop drulling over my friend...
Thanks for bearing my complete and utter-self-loathing-I-want-to-kill-myself-Im-so-fat-my-life is-ruined-

ness.Im not saying its all fine now, im just saying theres not point in giving myself migraines anxiety attacks and sleep deprivation for...crap was going to say nothing but this is my life.

It will all work out-you do this all the time-you however have never missed out on that big achievement EVER- so stop bitching.
Ill have to remind myself of this and hush now.
I do want to thank does that tried to cheer me up, but unfortunately everyone cannot be winners....this of course dosnt mean I wont :)

Wearing: Topshop slevless dress, Topshop Backpack, Zara leather jacket, Urban Outfitters frames(dressing like a geek although I never made the grades) and suede creepers

I cant tell you I love you cuz then id never leave

and if i told i love you, id have to stay....either way id know i would have made a big mistake.
I think it would be easier if I knew this guy I "like like" didnt like me back. Then I think leaving Brighton for Stockholm this fall would be easier. However its killing me, this not saying anything because it simply dosent seem fair to either sides. But then saying something and leaving that person dosent seem fair to him either.
It's situations like this that makes life so fucking pointless!!!!!
bla bla bla emo rant blaaaahhhh.
I was listning to this song before I decided to make up a dumb excuse to see him today

wearing: secondhand dress

what the HAIR did you DO!!!!

TOPMAN jumper, TOPSHOP skirt and Backpack, Dr Martens, Hair, and a song by the Smashing Pumpkins(click)........happy friday the 13th

Daisy Daisy

Wearing: Denim sort of jacket which my mom got me for my school picure back in 1998(it came with matching pants....I loved to match everything back then), Nirvana Cut off Tshirt, Topshop Cut off pants/Daisy dukes(I honestly believe this is my first purchase from TOPSHOP, they where on slae and where full length jeans from the Tall line) Creppers, and Cheap Monday Sundays...oh and TOPSHOP backpack

Daisy, Daisy, give me your answer, do,
I'm half crazy all for the love of you.
It won't be a stylish marriage -
I can't afford a carriage,
But you'd look sweet upon the seat
Of a bicycle built for two.

Lazy Lady, Plays with Daisys, and never gets her work done. Drives her crazy, so she starts chasing, the bubbles in the air....

4 am and still standing

this is actually an old outfit post from when i had stayed up for literally 22hr straight working on a paper that I pretty much had scrapped and re written a billion times, with absolutely know clue about what I was studying.
It was A NIGHTMARE and me and my friends were seriously about to break. No sleep, muscles soar as feck, and litrarly wanting to break down in tears every minute and give up. Whenever we tried to shut our eyes cases and legal mumbo jumbos would flood our dreams creating this hostile environment of absolute hell.

One I was finally done at 4am the next day I couldn't go to sleep cuz I knew that I wouldn't wake up in time for the hand in deadline at 9 am...so I stayed up and took these pictures...and then I believe I engaged in numerous skype conversations with my friends about the most trippiest topics....

Oh and.....

THANK YOU SO MUCH ANONYMOUS FOR THAT DRESS RECOMMENDATION.

I JUST ORDERED IT NOW, YOU'VE SAVED MY LIFE HAHAHAHA

I said spot it!!!(?)

Wearing: TOPMAN Humper, Citizens of Humanity jeans cortsie of Net-A-Porter, Cheap Monday Sunnies, Creppers by Underground shoes(I just bought two pairs but these suede once are my favourite)

So Im back home for the Easter Holiday and have spent most of my time trying to find a KILLER dress for my gradyation ball than actually doing something productive hahaha. It's been a pain staken task and I have been looking everywhere! Theres nothing short, tight, black, leather and waist clenching enough to wow me into purchasing it. I mean im not asking for allot are I? I've practiclly given myself headaches over the stress of this and whenever i do find a fitting dress, its either sold our or never in my size and sometimes a bit overpriced. My moms not to glad that Im opting for a black dress seeing as its a formal celebration where were all ment to be happy about our succsses, but you guys already know how much graduation isnt going to be all smiles, but mostly goodbyes and a new beginning of harder and much more painstainkinlly realistic times. ....

CYBER BUNNY

I wore this out when me and my best friend Morticia (its just a nickname) to make up for a rather disasterous night id rather not disclose LOL. I love this new dress that I got from TOPSHOP BOTIQUE. It's actually a season old and originally sold out but I was lucky enough to find it majorlly reduced and in my size yipeee!!!! THE FIT IS INSANE AND I LOVE THE WET-SUIT FABRIC ITS MAD OUT OF AS WELL

Oh well im seriouslly starting look like an extra from the movie HACKERS

....although im an avid fan of Party Monster and all there awesome looks(most specificlly shoes and hair, make up for me is mascara...and maybe eyeliner hahahah)
Oh and im wearing my Stella McCartney Wedges...