Got an exam in 40min.....What the fuck am i doing here?

"Sometimes it seems like we're all living in some kind of prison, and the crime is how much we all hate ourselves. It's good to get really dressed up once in a while and admit the truth -- that when you really look closely, people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually beautiful. Possibly even me."

Ps. I believe that time machines do exist and that i must have accidentally stepped into one which ended with me being sent BACK to the 90's....

2hours 59 minutes left till my shittty accounting and finance exam...yeah thats right I SAID ACCOUNTING AND FINANCE. Now if i remember correctly im trying to get a freaking Law degree and i do not recall the requirement to be able to type in a mindless amount of numbers into a brick. I loved maths...until i knew i wasent that good at it....at least not under pressure.

I should probably go study but frankly do not care at this point.

Oh and thanks for the comments lately I didnt think my groupies would actually take those words lately, but now that I know that you guys find shit like that interesting I'll share some more (practically have entire notebooks filled with weird taughts, some disturbing more than inspiring...).

Oh and Before i go, I've noticed that I've been channeling the 90's allot! I mean yeah i was born back then but i never expected to start putting together outfits the way my mom would when i was younger.

So many miss-matched textures and patterns...its kinda insane!

Oh and I've started to watch my so called life again, im so lost in mine i just dive straight into hers, have so much in common and say the same kinda stupid shit that...I guess, you dont really realize how meaningful your life is until its been reflected back at you.

Wearing

Denim shirt(that feels so smooth its like suede) - Zara

Floral Playsuite -Topshop

Stripped cropped Top - Topshop

Belt - Stolen of my dad(it annoys the living shit out of him)

Braided Bracelet - H&M Men, and Studded Bracelet - RagFreaks

Wedges - Office

Bag - Vintage something

Sunnies - Vintage Ralph Lauren

Pleas F-ing Work

So trying out the whole Email a post to your blog since blogspot is simply shutting me out as much as it can.
Found my dream apartment, but my dads given me the ultimatum to get a job before he lets me sign anything(being non reliant on your parents sucks, like its not enough that i waste my time being brainwashed in classrooms....)
I love to study dont get me wrong, but i love to study on my own terms, exploring theories and then accumulating my own taughts and not become some mindless robot that repeats everything.
I've decided that im going to work on getting a Phd, hahah real funny i can hear a couple of laughs, but I've pitched my idea for a study and it sounds god darn promising so, Im going to do it!
I would share with you what im talking about, but, its kinda top secret stuff and dont want to get my idea stolen, ill will however tell you that its got to do with Epistemology, Psychology.
Wish me luck im of to my bed for some mindless daydreaming (oh shit i have an exam tom morrow!)

wow im soon no longer a sophomore......

Everytime I go out into the world...and meet people I'll never see again....I cant help but ask....has the love of my life just passed by?

America if you can hear me!

So im trying to get a job at American apparel as they currently have an openings and your ment to send pics of your style with your CV,but , as usual my laptop is not cooperating with me and keeps saying error all the time so i figured give them the link to my blog, i believe it would be a much better presentation, hopefully they'll show up?

I know American apparel is all about wearing colours or not literally but i defiantly promotes it and since i might not currently be the ambassador of that one would ask why i didn't select my more colour outfits.....

Well i guess its because i want to prove that I CAN WEAR COLOUR as well as having the skill to stand out without looking like a highlighter pen. (I love colours believe me!!) i just believe that true beauty lies within the unexpected. So just how a bright light stands out in a dark crowd, so those a dark stain on your favourite summer dress, just learn how to work your environment is what ide say.

My groupies however do vote your least fave look, i might not take not of never wearing the look again but i do like to here an opinion other than, i like your style......(not that i dont appreciate it!)

......Rich Hippie?

Look who just blossomed

Slow down

I've sworn never to go out again...im simply to tired and to old for this shit...

On the edge

Have a nice day you guys (I'm just writing this i HONESTLY do not care if you do)

Sorry but I'm just going to lay it all on you guys, haven't been updating my blog cuz I'm just in this haze of exam and allot of revision, im not going to lie though....I do still make time for Topshop (The Kate moss collection was SHIT). So im sorry if you guys kinda turn up hoping to see something...and see nothing at all.

My weekend was great, things seems to be looking up which means bad lucks just around the corner, but its okay i kind of like it, helps me appreciate these times much more.

Anywho enough of my bullshit, my sisters been nagging me to remove that creepy pic of myself from the last post. I agree i look like a deer in the headlights!!! She also claims that no mater where you turn its like my eyes follow you...creepy right, try it out im like the Mona Lisa

If you've noticed...(or what am i saying you guys hardly see me) the return of Rich Hippie has arrived. Im oh so glad to see her but i still kind of miss Grunge Hippie...

Wearing:

Playsuite - Topshop

Tights - Topshop

Bag....TOPSHOP

Wedges - oh office!

Sunnies - Vintage Ralph Lauren

Denim vest - Zara

Flower Ring - Topshop (Arggh stop shopping there already)

Hmm....should i snip it all of or am i to ugly for it?

You guys are assume, thanks for the comments on the latest outfit post, i must say i was pretty schocked as i perceived that outfit as being something of an acquired taste that not that many people would love?

So I've spent allot of time coughing flem up (hahaha i can hear the eeewws...) avoiding people and shopping at Topshop (just baught a killer Dress) and reading this new amazing comic called Kingdom Come. I cant start as to where my excitement came from, but when i stepped into the comic book store took that deep breath as im not that typically gal you would be finding reading comics...i braved my way up to the counter met by an old Hippie that looked just like the dude out of that 70's show...the one that gets the stash for Hyde, and said "ehm do you guys have kingdom come" he must have been fried cuz he didn't understand a word i said, then again ive been told that i talk with a far to low voice that nobody really gets what i say....

Another gentleman preceded to help me got me the comic....i was shaking as i held it, my body was instantly covered in sweat. Holding that comic would by far be the best sexual experience that i had.

I rarely smile so when i received it i was smiling so much my freaking cheeks started to cramp...as i stepped on the bus on my way home i even started to cry as i was on the phone with my sister filled with so much joy....

I am pathetic and i know it, how i let measly things like a comic exit me more than life itself....its just that these superheros give me hope, I cant explain but it gives me the same effect as it did to the men that first read them in World II, i time of great depression and lost hope....

Wearing

Playsuit - Topshop

Lace pants - Topshop

Wedges - Office

Bag - Cheeky Buddha

Blazer - daddy got it for me

Ring - Topshop

Bracelet - RagFreaks

......Oh and i tried on these pair of pink harem pants....dont know if its a look for me, love the colour but i doubt its something ide be able to work around my closet

OMFG

OMFG I've got 50 groupies(followers) you guys are freaking assume!

Have had allot of studying to do and have pratically become a F-ing insomniac. To makes thing better (worse) i have fallen ill so even though i might be on edge 24 hours a day im not doing much, than watch the same episode of gossip girl over and over again, while reading the comic book infinite crisis, which may i add, is amazing!!!

Now earlier this morning around five when i finally got to sleep, two hours later the fucking fire alarm goes off and im back to no sleep and more stress.

...oh and may i add that my weekend was a disaster...(it actually topped the last one?) and im never going out again!!! or okay Friday's a house party...and on the 30th theres another party...but after that...or no then ill be heading to Nottingham later and apparently thers some party going on....okay after that i promise...excluding my birthday which would be following shortly after that....I AM NOT GOING OUT.

Better stop now before i end up like Lindsay Lohan....

Wearing

Flannel shirt - Marine something

Leather Jacket - Zara

Top - Topshop

Leggings - Maerican Appereal

Wedges - Office

Bag -Funky Buddha and bracelet from Ragfreaks

First time I've worn an outfit that's not entirely dominated by Topshop....(although i just went shopping there so im just tipping the scale of my closet as we speak)

P.S as much as a bitch and moan, im pretty happy so pleas no worrying comments pleas.....

....im feeling more grunge than hippie lately

I might have to change the name of my blog...i mean before it all started of with rich Hippie, a much more expensive anti vintage take of the hippie look, than it converted over to hippie grunge which was the same look but more grey scaled, but then it switched places to grunge hippie because it felt to be the more dominating aesthetic of my look....and now....wheres hippie gone?
I i mean i guess ill be getting closer to hippie again once the sun starts shinninh, but it kinda feels like the onlything hippie about me is my political stand....