why do i feel calm with your hands around my neck, could it be the lack of oxygen going to my head? Or the passion you display in your otherwise vacant eyes when you do.

I despise myself for feeling in an otherwise non motional state.

is she? could it be?...my sister

she seems to illustrate the same symptoms...

-mini backpacks

-platform

-lolita meets The craft

-overall 90s hysteria

-TEAL HAIR

...but lets be honest she's got a better shot at making it in society

visit her blog here

Buffalo

.......its about time these babies arrived

this pic will do for now

i keep dogging the camera lately but i promised a pic of my hair so here me and my house mate lost on her birthday

its much much greener in natural light and the colour is teal which i mixed myself

better pic to come :P

pinknipplepeircing

so much for 2012 my life couldnt be more frustrating been practiclly lying in bed all week avoiding having to deal with phone calls unreplied messages and ever so charming deadlines....and now things just seem to have gotten worst. I guess i have to face the facts

-"your walking this journey of life barefoot and the people ahead of you just keep dropping a shit load of crap for you to step on..."

.....and one pill makes you small(and when you take them all?)

what do bloggers use as an excuse for not blogging? "Im working on a project that I cant quite tell anyone about" and im like uhu...FUCK OFF
but you guys IM seriously working on something so excuse my absence(it will all be worth it in the end, her loved said after he killed himself)

everytime somone notices the colour of my hair.....

have you guys given up on what my hair colour might be? its seriouslly wicked cool

how man cropped white T's can you see?

can you guess the colour of my hair? if so i promise ill be back hahaha

......please god let 2012 be my year

its christmas in sweden...but now I'm in southampton so when can i open my presents?

my new shoes are out of this world

...vintage. oh and yeah this blog is getting a bit to pink don't u think?

all i want for christmas is you....

1. Toki doki Vinyl toy
2.Buddy holly style waifers(optical ofcourse im fucking blind)
3.Leopard printed creepers
4.perfectly stripped and knitted kurt cobain-sweat-drenched jumper
5. Alexandr wang Hobo bag in burgundy(or the brenda one in burgundy...cuz we all bleed burgundy)
6. a mint condition Sailor moon doll by Bandi. I had an exact doll growing up, she was seriously my best friend(she even introduced me to my real first best friend later on in life) and id take her with me every where even to parties... now ive lost her in a bunch of boxes i dont dear to open.
7. Holes pretty on the inside on vinyl
8.Tickets to see NIRVANA Live in concert this March(1994)

a perfectly grey girl in a black and white world

sleepy hollow reality

They say you want what you know longer HAVE, I say I want what i never HAD, what I can't possibly GRAB, what nobody could personally CRAFT for me, a world where things just happen to make me GLAD. No I know longer could be SAD if I HAD what nobody COULD HAVE, what nobody SHOULD HAVE because its so far out in my imagination to for YOU to GRAB. It makes me SAD that I cant HAVE what nobody COULD HAVE, I don't want to SHARE my DESPAIR with people who don't CARE I just want to be FAIR, and be left alone, dreaming of things i COULDN'T possibly HAVE.

If I can't have a world then give me a ROOM, I place where I could at least decide if i wanted to INVITE YOU....

Hysteria

click image for song...

Daydreaming, because life is a NIGHTMARE

colour pallet: Arabian Nights

My winter colour inspiration...not on my face because I dont actually wear makeup unless im sick and then it usually just is foundation, mascara and eyebrows(so enough for me to get on when im leaving my apartment in the elevator...i live on the 10th floor)....but more of a winter apparel colour pallet.

I dont want to do this anymore

Blog that is...ill try but...i might not....or at least i cant keep up with the constant updates like the rest of the "bloggernistas" because thankfully my life dosent revolve around a fad and so despite having a life picking up my camera and thinking "oh this will be a nice post" is more like.....fuck that shit these shoes are on sale!
Anywho, until next time....

its been a while

since some form of collage outfit post was on here...

winter shades

did she say anything at all.....

wallpaper...(scratch me and you'll see how I feel)

new vintage black silk slip...love it to a tee...which is why last night i accidentally broke one of the straps...i guess nothing beautiful will last forever...or at least not with me.

....would you?

....a perfect day for a quite friend

come into my room....

okay...so ive been...distant.
BUT in my defense ive been distant from pretty much everyone so dont take it personally.
Finally feeling a bit more...awake, so I might get back into my normal routine of things like.........hmm, ill have to get back to you guys on that.
On the upside? ive updated my blog with something other than emo rant of discontent.

A couple of posts ago i asked you guys what youd do if life wasent such a burden and i never got around to answering that.
Well Id live by the beach and writte. Id have a nice trailer that Id live in, blasting all kinds of profanities. Id probably have separate trailer which id convert into a comicbook stand/vintage flee market thing where i the only way you could buy something is by exchanging it with something i want.
I dont know if life wasent such a burden id probably kill myself without feeling bad about it.
Anyway, here are some pictures of my room...there pretty old...nothings relly changed other than there being allot of dust everywhere, empty bottles and mustard stains on my sheets (i love eating hotdogs in bed... which my roomate finds highly disturbing) speaking of roomate ive got to do a post on her hair...its right about as red as my wall.
Talking about red...i hate that colour....yet my room seems to be dominated by it(the walls looked this way when I got the apartment)
apartments still pretty...minimalist....im not good with money......need to get a couch soon
hmm...im seeing smashing pumpkins tmrw?

this to, will do...for now

....speechless, well i don't blame yeah.

Ill try to get around to to a proper post soon...but this will sure be entertaining enough

Trish Summerville x H&M

OMG! Literarily this is my colour pallet and Lisbeth Salander is my kinda gal(part of the surprise which i have yet to come around to show you guys)

The H&M Girl With a Dragon Tattoo collection is set to launch exclusively at the Colette department store in Paris on 28 November, before rolling out to 180 H&M stores worldwide and online from 14 December.