The Bittersweet sight of Dirty Doc martens

It was something AM and she's still up. Real tired but couldnt quit go to bed. Even her unconscious reality, was to real to bear. Listening to Dinosour Jr, pretending to know the words to Green Mind. Got the worst hay fever ever. Wondering why she has so much to do and not done anything about it. The skin behind her ear is really sensitive. loves the way her mascara looks two days on. She bites a few and never all her nails. Loves to rub her cheek against her on shoulder like a cat. It always feels like what his shoulder would feel. Always gets a sickening feeling when she realizes how sorry she feels for herself. Im ment to be happy, Im ment to be happy I sort of got it all, right?

So far everyone else has got there happy ending.

Hey Babydoll

Sponsered by Manin Panic...because your worth it

So when I was younger and I hated my parents and whenever we got into an argument I remember how I would yell "When I turn 18 I'm just going to move out dye my hair Blue and do whatever I want!!!!" This was like a mantra of mine because it seriously didn't matter what the argument was about this would always be the way I'd close it before I stormed off to my room. I never really wanted to dye my hair blue as a kid and whenever I wanted to actually do something with my hair my parents would allow my...I guess the new all my threats were empty. Although I did move out after I turned 18 to a town 2 hours away, I never bothered going blue.... I knowlonger hate my parents "that much"....

Dress up: MiLK

Probably the saddest girl in the world, wonderfully gorges Signe from the Milk blogg seems to have it all. Great body, face, hair(im sorry I've got the African frizz as well so I know that your half way strands must be better than mine) HAWT boyfriend(I swear ive been perving over every bloggers BF's..... yours to "ELLanor put your boots on", I swear its like every bloggers BF has to look like they belong to a Abercrombie & Fitch ad campaign), great apartment (im moving back to Sweden after graduation and price isnt a problem, but if you want a great place in Stockholm, GET ON A 5 YEAR WAITING LIST). Now I could keep going on but that would just lower mine and probably everyone else's self esteem....

True to her aesthetic, this 90's maiden knows everything there is to know about the style without actually being a real "fashion" blogger. She's not that into fashion and frankly could care less, but she's got a PERSONALstyle which arguably is the entire point of the whole blogg medium. To vent who you are out to the rest of the world, telling other girls how cool its is to be you. Which in her case is real, honest and painfully true. I've been following her blogg from the beginning as well, and if I recall correctly she started writing because of a minor head injury she had which left her house bound one summer and so she needed a new medium of entertainment. Her blogg is rather therapeutic and sometimes upsetting, she really is a good example of "Dont judge a book by its cover....or synopsis" She's not the happiest girl in the world, but I will go as far, without knowing her and say, she's still is the luckiest girl in the world.

What She Would wear:

She dresses generally basic, almost like a person that dosnt shop cuz you never have an idea were she may have found her clothes, otherwise she can often be found wearing American Apperal back when she used to work there.

What She Should Wear:

I wouldn't change her. Theres something desperately real about her and it would be wrong of me to talk about how amazing and original she is and then try to attempt to change her......and to be frank I honestly dont know what id do with her she's just perfect even if its not my idea of a perfect look. Her ability to look the way she does is an accomplishment in itself.....

Check her out at her out as she has returned back to her old blogg http://imilk.blogg.se/

Got new shoes (creppers? YES, that particular pair? NO), feeling a bit stuck, cnt find a dress for my Graduation ball(I still dont see the point of me spending a fortune on a dress I will only wear once, id rather get a new pair of shoes) and I Fucking believe Im a princess...so weres my prince?

What I should be Wearing

Kusubi Leather Denime Jacket, The Row T shirt, Helmunt Lang Tigh High slit skirt, Alexander Wang Brenda Bag and Demonia Unisex Lace up Boots (next on my must purcahse list)

life really is lovely isnt it....

.....whatever

My Computers gone bye bye, but I hope to restore it soon, Ive got way to much work stored on it to give up. Sooooo.....my post my be slow(as usual....GOD!!) Alright ill try to fix it fast...I promise(or not really but I will Try)

You guys are nice(that my best way of saying thank you for reading this blog even though I can be a pain in the ass) If not fix, I'll probably have to make up post without my handy archive of images and information.

CYBER BUNNY

I wore this out when me and my best friend Morticia (its just a nickname) to make up for a rather disasterous night id rather not disclose LOL. I love this new dress that I got from TOPSHOP BOTIQUE. It's actually a season old and originally sold out but I was lucky enough to find it majorlly reduced and in my size yipeee!!!! THE FIT IS INSANE AND I LOVE THE WET-SUIT FABRIC ITS MAD OUT OF AS WELL

Oh well im seriouslly starting look like an extra from the movie HACKERS

....although im an avid fan of Party Monster and all there awesome looks(most specificlly shoes and hair, make up for me is mascara...and maybe eyeliner hahahah)
Oh and im wearing my Stella McCartney Wedges...

Currently Channeling

Baby Spice Emma Bunton(I know creepy right!!!)
Still Nostalgic for the 90s, just when I taught it was getting better. Im currently looking for a pair of Buffalo's much like the white once i used to own back when I was 11, but a black counter part. Pleas drop me a message if you know where I could score a pair
My Nostalgia is only one o the many symptons of Graduation Nervosa
Symptons:
Cold sweats just from realizing that YOU ARE becoming an adult
Minor strokes from knowing that you will know longer be expected to be dependant on your parent
Rashes from the idea of you probably having to wake up at a reasonable hour from here on
Migrains from knowing that going out will be a one day weekly thing
and Suicidal Tendancy as you fear that your degree just landed you a job within the sector of "Miserable rich people that work hard to stay rich but have no time for fun and may most likely hang themselves by there silk Armani ties"(be you male or female)
.....oh how I hope they find a cure, I dont want to loose myself(die!!!)

thinking about

Early shock rocker Marilyn Manson(and how cute he used to be), how screwed up the education system in England has become and why this time next year I would have ventured back to Stockholm, why cant seem to wake up earlier than 11 am unless I decide not to go to sleep, and Bjork and her lovely scary self.

Balenciaga Spring 11 boots