ISSUE 2: Out this Friday/sunday

If you havent read my first one please do, next zine will be out this SUNDAY though, so cancel your weekend plans and read it!!!!
Also as an apology for the late release of the second one there will be a buffer zine offered between this and the third issue.

murder suicide

.....god if you dare get my heart broken..ill never be able to forgive you
Wearing: vintage floral dress worn as skirt, vintage stripped knitted angora top and buffalo tower platforms...you know your typical 90's stuff

Ive been a bad blogger I know, I havent uploaded my latest zine i know(but will), I havent finished my thesis I KNOW!!!(but will....). Right now im the closest thing to love struck and literately havent been able to eat sleep think or see properly (seriously taught i was going to pass out when i went into town today, my body was so weak). I've actually never been like into a guy this bad before...going through some serious jordan cathalano vibes where its all

Rayanne: I think part of him is partly interested in you. Definitely.
I mean, he's got other things on his mind.
Angela: But that's the part that's so unfair. I have nothing else on my mind.
How come I have to be the one sitting around analyzing him in like microscopic
detail, and he gets to be the one with other things on his mind.....

I do this ALL THE TIME and its given me a migraine!

So everyone hold hands and chant for me so i dont get my heart broken cuz we all know how i DONT deal with anything well and go more into self destruct mode.

gummi sandals...

suzy was a headbanger

Just as my Alexander Wang Eugen bags chain straps breaks...another Wang comes in its place.
This dress is AH-Mazing and i cant get over the fact that i am lucky enough to have it in my possession.
From the fall 09 collection this dress it really stood out! once the modeled turned around and exposed a cut out back.
Cut out backs are like cleavage to me hahaha. Its defiantly won the title of "frekum dress" in my closet.
-frekum dress, a dress that WILL get you a man, and knock ALL competition out. It will get you free drinks and major ego. (Comes with lifetime gurantee)
A reader asked where she could get buffalo towers like mine here in Sweden and i must say if you insist on buying in store your best shot is sko uno.
Only downfall is that their majorly overpriced(like thousands of kroner) so id advice on keeping an eye out on ebay. Just search for buffalo towers(its worth it TRUST me).
However if you like the regular once which you also can find at sko uno, they go for about 700-900 kroner.

fashion week didnt do it for me

spring selection/forget that pastel shit

heres some angry girl rock to go with your friday.

P.S for the few of you who actually read my Zine, a second issue will be out "soon".....im going to keep that about as vague as i possibly can :P.

i want to happy and comfortable with life again, im tired of feeling guilty doing things that make me happy thus preventing me from doing what i should do, which dosent necessarly give me any satisfactory relief. pretty much leaving me in what has felt like a month of complete and utter self neglect.
Gotta snap out of this before my deadlines up...

Arvida'd

should be like a term for a style photography
TAKEN BY: Emma Arvida Bystrom
model(if you can call her that): me
was a bit iffy about uploading this pic...but then again it seemed to fit, i mean all pics of me lately tends to take place in my bed(oh god that sounded baaaaad)

acne

acne on my face and on my back, for realz....joking i cant talk black without sounding white(in a none stereotypical way)
but hey, i am wearing my old prom acne MOOREA dress.

wouldn't mind

...but my future employer would

happy friday...

click to rock out

...how bored can a person be that theyd create our meaningless existence

hi how are you?

champagne and schizophrenics, happy friday night in you guys, oitfit post coming tmrw....

peeks....

i like to do it the hard way......

what on earth.....

restless and depressed

ISSUE 1

dont forget to dowload my mag if you havent already
next issue out this valentines day

VERUCA

its written all over your face

just fooling around with my webcam
pic no.1: table tennis room (yes in my apartment there is an actual room reserved for that)
pic no.2: weird hallway room connected between the hallway/entrance and kitchen then another hallway?
pic no.3: my room and me leaning against the one wall i hate, this weird red wall cornered by three white once. thinking about changing it to grey?

New years resolution was to buy furniture and no more cloths...simply because people like to point out how much it echos in my apartment (i really dont need furniture you guys!!)
....i kind of like it empty..my minds got enough clutter as it is

Image source:tumblr

morning hair...

then again I've never bothered combing or washing it in....well it been a while :P

....(yes its green)

click the new tab right there(oh...you can't see me pointing)

Click to read about my new megaZINE, check it out!!!!!

oh natural...

god ive never loved my own hair so much, even if its messy.
I love how the green almost natural looking, like this could have actually sprouted from my hair.
Its dark when it needs to and light up at the right time, almost like a dark redhead.

oh i caved and joined instagram so follow me

@Ladyvnsiah

why do i feel calm with your hands around my neck, could it be the lack of oxygen going to my head? Or the passion you display in your otherwise vacant eyes when you do.

I despise myself for feeling in an otherwise non motional state.

is she? could it be?...my sister

she seems to illustrate the same symptoms...

-mini backpacks

-platform

-lolita meets The craft

-overall 90s hysteria

-TEAL HAIR

...but lets be honest she's got a better shot at making it in society

visit her blog here

Buffalo

.......its about time these babies arrived

this pic will do for now

i keep dogging the camera lately but i promised a pic of my hair so here me and my house mate lost on her birthday

its much much greener in natural light and the colour is teal which i mixed myself

better pic to come :P

pinknipplepeircing

so much for 2012 my life couldnt be more frustrating been practiclly lying in bed all week avoiding having to deal with phone calls unreplied messages and ever so charming deadlines....and now things just seem to have gotten worst. I guess i have to face the facts

-"your walking this journey of life barefoot and the people ahead of you just keep dropping a shit load of crap for you to step on..."

.....and one pill makes you small(and when you take them all?)

what do bloggers use as an excuse for not blogging? "Im working on a project that I cant quite tell anyone about" and im like uhu...FUCK OFF
but you guys IM seriously working on something so excuse my absence(it will all be worth it in the end, her loved said after he killed himself)

everytime somone notices the colour of my hair.....

have you guys given up on what my hair colour might be? its seriouslly wicked cool

how man cropped white T's can you see?

can you guess the colour of my hair? if so i promise ill be back hahaha