Stockholm vs New York

I could seriously scream right now, Im just so frustrated with my environment right now and if something good dosent happen soon im going to scream.

There seriously never been a time when I'm not suppressing an emotion of anger in my life and I guess my expectations on things are kinda off high, but theres no way I'd settle for less.....

I am however exited to go to Stockholm as I've already mentioned and am filling up my calender with things to do, places to shop and people to see.

I'm also contemplating moving back after i graduate,

Stockholm's just such an amazing place and its been home since forever and it's the only place I know. But I really want to move down to New York and start afresh, yet right now its starting to sound a little scary going down all on my own, so I guess a just need to work up enough capital to comfortably move to down with a descent apartment and bullet proff plan. The only thing im determined off is that I hate England (love my friends her though so don't get it wrong) and I could never imagine ever living here, ever! (ugh and sorry about frowning in that one pic, I cant help but...not smile?)

Wearing Blazer: Zara, Silk top: Topshop

Denim Shorts: Topshop, Cut off stockings, and Wedges: Office

God...can I every look casual with this haircut? Its near impossible!

I Hate looking at your pretty face...really I do so pleas...would you cover up?

So sorry for my slow updates, I've been plastered to the mailbox for my exam results to come through....and they never came. It's actually driving me insane I cant wait any longer so i kept my self busy with laying out outfits that im going to pack when I go to Sweden next week. I am beyond exited to go home, England's cool and everything but thiers no place like home....thiers no place like home...

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Okay, So I like have a stupid habit of intentionally missing busses, even while at the buss stop. I Cocked up this Bus stop playlist, for my hours of absolute solitude at the buss stop. And even when the bus arrives there is no way I'd press pause and be shot back into reality....................
1.Running up that hill by Placebo
This is what I do every morning before uni since I never get up on time. (let alone go to bed on time). Waking up 10 minutes before the bus leaves. Id push the entire contents of my table into my bag, pull on my clothes so fast that that there almost thorn in the process and Run up that hill.....in my 8 inch heels.
2. Riot Van by The Artic Monkeys
Because I've always wished to be abducted by this cluttered Hippie van reeking of the past and running on the beautiful fuel of love and music. Bejeweled arms with reach out and pull me in, they'd rape me of all my obligations and stupid responsibilities...and I'd never be brought back.
3. Pearl Jam's cover of The Who's Baba O'Riley(Teenage Wasteland)
Because that was my take of uni....a fucking wasteland. A waste of a youths potential where instead of guiding one, they'll draw up directions to a place that couldn't possibly be foreseen in the now. I hold an appetite for knowledge and dont like to be told whats to be known.
4.Carry on my waywardson by Kansas
At the end of the day this song is what keeps me sitting on that uncomfortable piece of cold metal you call a buss stop. At the end of it all, when i finally get my piece of paper I can go away and do whatever I pleaz...I dont know what my future holds but im not just about ready to leave Law with the past
5.Crazy Train by Ozzy
.....its a good song I dont see why not? I will be honest never been an Ozzy fan, or a black Sabbath fan but I sure as hell am going to try finding on of those records which you could spin backwards and here those cool subliminal (did i spell that right?) messages on, that would be fucking awesome!

6.Ego tripping at the gates of hell by Flaming lips (couldnt find the actual song)
Why? Well i spend like 75% of my time away reality. Why exist within a realm where you dont hold the power to make your own laws, choose your own fate and be who you are.
7.Where is my mind covered by The Yeah yeah yeahs (couldnt find the song on youtube so the pic will link you to placebo's cover)
Can anyone out there honestly say that there 100% themselves? and not a self that fears that a word or action they'll make will hurt someone elses feelings, and how you keep telling yourself that its okay, putting someone elses feelings before yours. Not meeting up to there expectations.

How do you know that your the way you are because you where ment to be this way and not made to be this way.
And if you do have an answer to my question how do you know that your(?) answer hasn't already been pre mediated into you by someone els existent belief of life.

Now I must admit when I first saw these photos I was just thinking off how Hot the dude was....then i noticed his amazing studded Denim Jacket! I'd already made plans to get myself a denim jacket and studded it, so here's some visual DIY Inspiration for you guys.

Source, Stockholm StreetStyle

I am, Doll parts

Dull hair....Dull Skin

Topshop Fall 09 LOOKBOOK

Sequin pants(very Balmain), Floral Blazer( which is going to be paired with my oversized jumpers and acid was jeans) Velvet Biker Jacket (Hmm need a a grey suede Biker as well). Thats pretty much it...Not to blown away by the lookbook so far and im still not sold on investing in the leopard wedges either...

Oh my god she would never wear this out....would she?

This look was coined as a Grunge Golfer.... I have been listening to the Yeah yeah yeahs all week now and am totally obssesed with the song Zero. Oh and i love how someone left a comment about my Janet Jackson abbs (hahaha) I must be honest I hate my abs and im working on getting rid of them i just have an obssesion of lying on the living room floor and doing sit-ups while watching tv, sitting around and doing nothing really drives me crazy that my life has become all about multi tasking. You could have a conversation with me, yet I would be pre occupied with a project im working on and what interiror my aparments going to have

Wearing: Marine somethign shirt, Suede harem pants from Zara, Grey jumper and beanie from H&M daddy's socks and my bra hahaha

10 things about you....?

Im aware that I've been tagged for some blog award...sorry if i haven't gotten to it yet but im...really lazy and I don't really think anyone is really that interested in knowing 10 true things about me hahaha. I don't really lie about what I am so that would be a hard one to answer. If you do want to know something about me or simply want an explanation for any rude language or behaviour....Bite me.

Great basics to invest in this sale, Ive seen loads of similar pieces at pretty wallet friendly prices. There bound to become closet Staples for next season as well for the future.

The Comfort and versatility (+plus affordability) is a good enough reason to invest and get creative with, So pleas go get your harem pants and cropped tops, lace/sheer fabric garments cuz these are the new pieces to help bail you out of those "I dont know what to wear?" days.

Brand: Stapel

Look you pathetic piece of shit keep your hopeless Shakespearean crap on my friends blog alright. The taught of guys being so romantically retarded makes me want to give up on the male race all together. So pleas leave your comments on her blog I don't understand why you have to drop your shit farts on mine.

Okay Hi guys sorry about that just had to tell of my friend's guy to quite leaving irrelevant comments on my posts. And theres no way im giving up on guys hahaha, Im far to arrtacted to jerks and hopeless musicians. Aww man my ideal guy from top to fucking toe would have to be Justin out of The hills. I mean oh my god he reasks everything i want in a man. His deep dont give a shit voice, his long and messy hair (argh i just want to run my finger through it) His resemblance to the young grunge prince Eddie Vedder and his lack there of social skills.....I fucking love him. So Justin....If your reading this email me and i'll give you my number.....im not big on the exclusive thing either so I know we would be perfect for each other.

Oh and I just learnt how to play Better man(by Pearl Jam) on the guitar. I stayed up till five last night trying to learn it, i did get it in after an hour or so but i couldn't stop playing it and now my fingers are covered in cuts and blisters...much fun.

Wearing: Mini waistcoat- H&M, Beanie - H&M, Denim Shirt - Zara, Suede (yes I know awesome right!!) Harem Pants - Zara, Dr Marten and Rag freaks Bracelet.