Next step in life...I better make a run for it

Law degree, still healthy, still single, still me....

Now?........... New place! New Change New mood!New Closet?

YES PLEAS

Coming of age...

Tomorrow I graduate.....

....nothing exiting but if you'd like to see me sleepwalk across stage, pop some popcorn get out you low fat strawberry yogurt and go to this link HERE at 10:15 am British time

there will always be GAPs found in his thruths

Lets take a break f(r)o(m)r the 90's

INSPIRED BY

Stop it right now, surf over to her blog right here

This sunday I dyed

Yves saint Laurent AW 08

Prrrffect

Catwoman meets Enid Coleslaw, need I say more?

Where talking Latex, Velvet, Fur and Masks...on paper this may read as one screwed up porno.

However, one things for sure and thats this collection indefinatly being fully capable of getting any lover Riccardo Tisci to get all hot and sweaty.

With is subtel sexiness, the drop hem mesh brings an allure that can only be associated with the natures sleekest feline, the Puma.

She's classy, and the animal kingdoms version of the LBD. There simplicity yet captivating apperance makes for an exellet collection of garments for the those lady interested in taking a walk on the wild side.

...and that cap...well its simply captivating.

(im to lazy to correct that tipo...)

Simple sample

Wearing T by Alexander wang dress which can be purchased at my favourite online store SSENSE, a store that shouldnt be visited by anyone that into the minimalism...it will seriouslly make bankrupt you

Auf wieder sehen

where most decisions are made in my house I had an argument/debate with my little sister about blogs and most specificlly how mines sorta derailed from the one thing that made me start my blog....Fashion.
Theres no fashion whatsover, yes maybe the things I love and obsses over and occasionally me are here but it all reacks of angst and 90s nostalgia.
Frankly I feel that im more comfortable with what im "blogging about right now" rather than the trendy stuff I did before.
I still follow fashion and talk about it whenever I run into someone with a spark of interest in that subject, but never on my blog or at least not how i used to.
Maybe becuase every other blog out there does just that its rather boring when I read a few of the blogs out there and see the same images
....well im taking up this challange now.
1 week of saturated fashion oriantated posts and we'll see just how what kind of reception ill get.
yes i realize saying that ur all under watch might hamper the end results but im more than happy to hear what you guys think.
Note, nothing fake or staged will be posted, its more like me putting more time on the blogg and posting about things i usually glance at and go "naaaah theyll read that somewhere else...."

he cuts me with his smile...

wearing
ZARA Leather jacket, vintage Ralph Lauren silk shirt dress, bad roots and vintage shoes

when you visit my blog and there still no new outfit post up but some stupid collage

....Ill load one up tmrw :)

wild flower

yes i can be annoying...

Teenage Bedroom wall....

.....a little brief on this to come soon, im hungry so got to make a grilled cheese sandwich

Let me bore you with some more bullshit :)

BOYS BOYS BOYS, if I ever join an all girl screamo band id cover montly crue's song Girls Girls Girls. Ive always had crushes on fictional characters, real guys dont really do it for me.

Theres no depth in them....I'm never Angela Chase and in those scenarios they all live happily ever after...and even when they dont, they find out that old friend of theirs was the one.

well(scrolling threw my memories) not even that ever so likely happy ending will happen in my life.

For as long as I can remember when my brother with comidiclly make fun of my future BF and how he pitied him for putting up with a "thing" like me, he'd refer to him as "Trent"

He'd have shaggy hair and be a musician and just come across and slooowww. Now my brother's never seen Daria so when I actually started watching Daria it was so weird how this guy was that guy!

My type id would have to say would be a guy with captivating (puppy euphoria blue)eyes, a memorable voice(eddie...), has to be insync with my iPod(Seth Cohen take me to go see death cab for cutie pleas).

When it comes to taste in tunes because I dont have a heart, so the closest thing you will be thuging on are my white headphones strings.

It's a major bonus if your actaully an musician but from experience(and I've known way to many...) there to pretentious and when not..... quite paranoid?

hhmmm...HAIR, you must have LONG HAIR OR NO HAIR i dont do in-betweens.

I love having something to play with....or pull at hahahaha.

Your hair is very important to me so either your sporting the grungy long waves or a shaggy haircut a la Jordan Cathalano

....also you must have a long torso? I dont know why but I love long torso's

someonce that missing of my list is Ryan Donowho who played jaawwnneeyy(love saying that name) in the OC

Oh and ideally let your name start with the letter J

I checked a diary entery of mine the other day which had sort of a diagram of all the guys ive crushed liked loved and kissed, fictional and non fictional hahahaha(yes im sad).

What I discovered was all the guys that iveactually met names started with the letter J, hmmm?

wazzup doc

X

I've always wanted to dress like her, shes such an inspiration and cool individual. She's got this cool Ghost World meets Rocka billy meets her which is pure and unconditional amazingness.

Anyways going to stop drulling over my friend...
Thanks for bearing my complete and utter-self-loathing-I-want-to-kill-myself-Im-so-fat-my-life is-ruined-

ness.Im not saying its all fine now, im just saying theres not point in giving myself migraines anxiety attacks and sleep deprivation for...crap was going to say nothing but this is my life.

It will all work out-you do this all the time-you however have never missed out on that big achievement EVER- so stop bitching.
Ill have to remind myself of this and hush now.
I do want to thank does that tried to cheer me up, but unfortunately everyone cannot be winners....this of course dosnt mean I wont :)

Wearing: Topshop slevless dress, Topshop Backpack, Zara leather jacket, Urban Outfitters frames(dressing like a geek although I never made the grades) and suede creepers

melancholy

i really need that loveless album on vinyl.....

and that same summer she blossomed

band together

who turned 21 today?

:(

....i want to smile like I mean, laugh and believe it, love and not dream it, die and not feel it
,Billie Jean

Dress Up: Hippy Hippy Milkshake

the name sounds like what you called the dazed moves Jim Morrison makes on stage...or when the manic part of me kicks in and im to happy for my own good.

Either way this is a blogger that blew me away after I joined the occult of bloggernistas.

I vaguely remember years ago when I made a mention to her already.

She was pretty much me, but BETTER. I was so amazed that id found another person that equally loved and valued...THE VALUES, that both hippies and 90s alternative folk shared (which in a nutshell was fuck authority and hygiene) and found the same harmony in here closet.

something so happy and carefree verses something suppressed an constantly remained in melancholy "we" ,and i use this term loosely, created a mono-chromed hippie, one that believed in doubting the intentions of any authority in society, be it your parents, teachers, your therapist, the MAN or any Jim Jones driven cult....

Anyways Celine is Norwegians bleach black and a young lady who lives breaths and loves everything I love and would love to do....but am to scared to inhale, so pass the opportunity to someone i like to refer to as "a better desert" because someone else out there is always better deserving of an opportunity than me

Check her out over here

come in alone...

Wearinng: Vintage Top(its all fluffy makes me feel like an extra in clueless), TOPSHOP Shorts, Chloe Docs(hey mom my birthdays coming up you wouldnt mind getting me a pair of tall black once wouldya?) TOPSHOP Backpack and Urban Outfitters sunglasses
I've finally broken free from this concret mind hell they call Higher Education....
yet I'm overwhelmed with other projects and that insanelly hard task of finding an answer to the question, What next?
Well ive decided to take a masters in Intellectual Property Law at Stockholm University, so granted I get in theres that part sorted. Having quite found an apartment yet but I figured id put that off until I actually get in.
I need to find a job for the summer to make some money if I intend on having furniture....(and an ever expanding shoe collection)
Bit annoyed that I cant dye my hair pink for the summer because I have an internship at a law firm starting next month.
....I promised myself a festival this summer, but despite only being 20years young I feel like if i dont get a grip of where I want to go in life im seriously going to be a miserable person who's made there work there life. I frankly dont feel comfortable taking time of for anything or anyone.
Making plans for the future has only led me to say no to you, and it just says that id rather be sad than happy with you.........why am I okay with that?
I dont know I read all these bloggs and they all seem to be happy and comfortable with their lives....I dont know if its real or just part of there virtual life.
Im just not comfortable taking time of and so I apologies for not being around so much, but I do hope you guys understand the importance of leading a life of your own and that things are never what they seem.
Once you accept that the tough times wont seem so tough because there will no longer that something out there to make you feel less of a person.
Click here

aaaarrrrggghhh...soon i promise

be right back....