Tuesday, 26 August 2008

TearDrops Burns my fire....

This, and now i mean it, will be the last post ill make until i get back since the internet connection is sooo slow its waste of money, so before i leave ill leave with you a song that gets me through the Summer Blaze down here. Picture 25 degrees in the middle of the night....but listening to this, makes the sweat so much cooler. Oh and I was above Exited when i read that one of my Icons where on my Page (click image)

Gala Gonzales this song coincidently, became a thanks from me to you....

Saturday, 23 August 2008

You make me miss the rain


Salute!Dont Worry the plane didn't crash. Thing are great down here super hot and loving it! After living in a Scandinavian country for 16 years, a little tropical sun is a nice pase of change. Have loads of pics to share but im finding it hard here at the Internet cafe so i wont be capable of loading up any pics any time soon. But no worries ill be back on September 17th! Mark that on your calenders!!! Thank you for all the amazing thanks and best wishes you guys, was kinda shocked to find 23 comments here!
I was like -Is this my blog?
I'll respond to all your Questions and visit your blogs and soon as im back, but for now Big Thanks and Hope to be back soon!

This look alone could bring me back however...

Saturday, 16 August 2008

GoodBye Groupies....


Oh god, you guys Bad new....IM GOING ON VACATION!! Alright that was mean but the bad news is, im going to be gone for a whole month which means no daily posts, know more Rocker chic Lolita :(.
Im going to miss you guys and i hope you enjoy what already here and a whole lota older posts.
Wearing:
Bowler hat - H&M
Shirt - American polo something?
Skinny Jeans - Cheap Mondays
Slips - Topshop
Bag - Topshop
My mom is like your wearing that to the airport, im like are you kidding me!!!! 6 HOURS IN SKINNY JEANS, i can barely feel my legs as we speak.Oh im going ta Afrique, if i forgot to mention. Im going to miss all you Bloggernistas, My best friend in Sweden (you know who you are...) and yeah, at the airport im definitely going to fill up on Fashion mags from around the continent to keep me entertained.Sayonara Bitches!!!

Friday, 15 August 2008

AARGH this post frustrates me! 1 because well its not really an interesting outfit post and 2 I WANT to see my baby Jared Leto every time i check my blog out! I cannot explain what an enormous crush i have on this guy...maybe even love. hahaha nah my hearts to cold to even comprehend such a foreign feeling. Anyway enough about Jared....OR NO, his eys are to die for! and like his face and like.....his body! ahaha STOPPING NOW!
Okay feel asleep at like what 6:38 am today, i wasn't out all night but a sure was up all night, im still have asleep i hate the fat that i go to bed when the sun comes up, feel like a freaking vampire....
Oh well i guess that explains the all black outfit today
Wearing:
Bowler hat - H&M
Jumper - old from Gina Tricot
Skirt - H&M
Boots - Aldo
Okey dokey, if your lucky i might not delete this post, just so that Jared's ahead....

Yes he is my Boyfriend!!!

A Beautiful Lie
Salute!
Sorry for my long delay in posting but been tied up all day. results came back and they where fine, wished i did better but my family was happy about them anyway and that what counts! That and me actually getting into the uni of my choice!

So, to celebrate me and my brother went to The OC club, where most people where planning on heading down to celebrate. Dressed up and all ready to go (or okay not dressed up, just stepped out from the sofa then slapped on a hat and the closest Blazer) when i walk into the club i was shocked as to how many LOSERS there where. The Night was a disaster, like bad movie kinda stuff, where the people where unattractive and drunk, poor helpless girls in bras and tiny skirts bumping and grinding against each other to catch some attention from guys that where simply to drunk to respond, a DJ that kept F-ing up his own records and at one point was playing Bohemian Rhapsody?
Hahaha lets just say i had more fun laughing at the drunk losers slipping and sliding on the dance floor and sipping on RedBull which frankly,got me kinda sleepy, how is this supposed to be an energy drink, it always ends up getting me tired...
Hmm yeah and there was this Pub next door called the Firehouse, which i sooo wanted to go to they where playing a whole lota Nirvana and stuff, i really wanted in but my brother HATES that kinda music and frankly the old men where creeping me out as they watched me pass by....
So the night consumed mostly of just walking around the city, checking out other clubs and taking in the air, very relaxing, and ending the night with a KFC Dinner? (at midnight?)

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

Fadded beauty Queen...


Aww you guys, really really shouldnt have said those words, they were far to sweet and to much for me to handle. But, reall thanks. I havent gone and slit me arms im still here!! Just that OH MY GOD The RESULTS ARE COMING BACK TOMORROW!! For you guys who wonder what da hell im talking about, the final exam results are coming back and this will determin if we are officially enrolling into Higher Education, or enrolling into the dull consumer service biz, serving burger....
I wish all my friends the GoodLuck, think do ill be checking my results AT HOME online, so if they are total dissapointement, i want be crying and pulling my hair out infront of my friends (and i cant take the dreaded line ide probably faint or oee myself)
Wearing
Leather jacket - Zara
New plaid shirt which i stole off my brother (and no your not getting it back)
Skinny Jeans - Cheap Monday
Boots - Aldo
I love Cheap Monday they always make a perfect fit, for my to tiny waist to my a little bit bigger hips.
ps, sorry about the pics but took them late and without the sun they come out a little wierd

My Letter to those with a heart colder than mine.....

You know, the day you start getting, nasty comments that totally contradicts what you truly may be, and this being the view of a majority audience
You really realize then that you might be making it, you know, becoming that girl you've sat in the corner envying for ages.
Like i remeber once, not a long time ago i was in the city shopping and i saw this beautiful tall and slender girl, with legs to DIE for! I was just staring at her, that when she stopped and looked at me i was embarrassed. She walked up to me and i was thinking
-"Oh god she's gonna give it to me!"
She opened her mouth and said "excuse me but do you have spare change? It's just 70p i need for some milk"
I was stunned as i realized the girl was homeless! I mean she didnt look like that and she clearly pointed it out to me as she saw how stunned i were. I couldn't believe it, some girl i would kill to be was at a point of her life that i could never imagine being in.
Anyway to sum thing up before i start babbling to much, i bought her anything, even offered to buy her everything she wanted cuz i felt so bad for her, and it serioussly broke my heart how she was admiring me and kept on saying
-" you're such a beautiful girl, your an angel thank you"
I was seriously about to cry after she left, as to how stupid i felt.
Anyway, once you get negative comments you know people love you, love you so much that they hope the worst in you, just to feel better about themselves
So little miss Anonymous(who wrote):
sorry girl but sometimes some dresses are made for thin people and just think about it?? lose orr chose something that can cover that big legs...sorry for my English..i am french
Keep japing, i on the other hand am okay with negative feedback, but im not okay would people not being able to man up to their own words, ide like to see who's the one being the judge, so if your not Kar Lagerfeld himself, or even Zac Posen's Fucking assistante, my advice to you is to open up a blog of your own and let us be the judge of you, can you take the heat of thousands of people watching you right now?

Tuesday, 12 August 2008

Icon of the Month (cant be bodrer remembering my influences from every single week, since everything inspires me its hard to nail just one down) the Lady from the Swedish site Mode.feber.com, i love her Dark beauty and how, even with that evil look in her eyes, can bright up any room she walks into, putting all yes on her. She truly has an amazing job, being a stylist but its her look that made her this Months Style Icon
Truly a master of the cut off denim shorts
You can just tell that she loves her Balenciga and her Miu Miu bag when it comes to accessorising, but as you've notice she keeps things simple

With her its all about the basics, and those simple details to make her look really stand out. Fave Look, from the nasty leopard legging to the neatly yet for a messy feel, tied up black t shirt (seriously how do you guys do it, someones got to show me!)

T by Alexander Wang

Looks like those less fortunate are getting a chance to own a couple of Alexander Wang pieces by Spring 09. The designer going to be launching both a shoe collection (which i can assure you that i will be purchasing!) and a basic line.

Sunday, 10 August 2008


Your in luck, got the outfit post up anyway.

Wearing
Bowler Hat: H&M
Leather Jacket: Zara
New Dress: Topshop
Boots: Aldo
I was out shopping today, didnt find much (not did even have much money left...got to start saving) but i never got a chance to step into Zara, hopefully next Saturday before i leave for my vaca, need to buy a jumpsuit at H&M as well.

Saturday, 9 August 2008


Found all three of these on two different Swedish fashion bloggs, thier from Zara and I've totally fallen inlove with them, havent been to my Local Zara yet but i hope to find them, the problem is im already supposed to pick up my boots at Topshop? Hard to decide, but i think these Givenchy'esque once are the one to Buy.

Friday, 8 August 2008


God i feel like ive been apologising to everyone this week, sorry for posting so late, or being so late with doing anything, tone of emails that i had to get into (you have 560 new mails?) deadlines and of course, RESULts are coming back next week. I cant believe it, in a couple of days, some stupid white letter is going to determine my future....i am going to die!!!I mean yeah i felt real good after righting all my exams, but nobody can be that confidant!
My god i am sooo scared!! really am i dont know what to do, think if it...im going to calm down now, no worries, i always do this...
OKAY!
Wearing:
My moms cardigan which i found and which she will kill me for wearing and quit frankly..ugh made it kinda smell like sweat. Hahaha ehm, black tank from H&M and My star skirt and Number one favourite buy and trend from summer 08! from Topshop Thank you all for your kind words and your time

Sayonara Groupies!

A couple of days ago an old friend called, she said "Lady, your so crazy, will you ever get over this whole fashion thing"

My reply "Never, ill take it with me to the grave! Literally, Dude my closet better be down their with me!"

Thursday, 7 August 2008

Sorry for missing an outfit post from yesterday, but my whole weeks been really annoying with this new throat issue ive got. I dont know what it is but every time i go to bed my throat feels real rusty and i cant stop coiffing, which has made it real uncomfortable to go to bed (making me stay up to at late as 5:30 doing nothing but watching tv....) and actually now that i asked my sister, my voice has got a whole lot deeper!!
Now for those that know me and have herd me speak in person, this will be one hilarious shock, cuz i, however Innocent i might seem and look, have a real deep voice and im talking deep! not deep as in with allot of base, but, oh god, allot of masculine features can be recognised in it! I only sound like a girl when im laughing (which is rare ill usually just give you smirk) and when im exited about something. Other than that i sound like a tomboy....but worse.
Wow must have painted a real sweet image of me to you guys....

Wearing
Blazer:H&M
Top: Gina Tricot
Skirt:H&M
Heels/Platforms: Aldo

So today i spent my day at the park with My Big brother that's come over from Sweden and my lil sister. I just sat at the bench, listening to my grunge and trying to bat the flies away while they where playing basketball. Im not really..."sporty". A sport or might i say a work out for me is going out shopping, when theirs a sale(the whole running around and grabbing everything you can is exhausting).
Although! I do love tennis and played it before, but i never go playing anymore, cuz my dads the only one that loves playing it as well and well, he is far to competitive!! Always smashing the ball and showing off, and im a sore loser so...yeah sports+me...not going to happen.
What a Serene spot to spend a whole afternoon listening to rusty old music

Wednesday, 6 August 2008


..............this song isent that hard to play!(click)

Tuesday, 5 August 2008

Click pic
Okay today, not to much excitement happened. Done with he whole uni application stuff, went out but didnt find much other than picking up Elle Runway Collection booklet, so allot of reading material tonight. Ehm, ill post a pic of my brother tomorrow, show what he casual loves to wear, since there was one request on me maybe showing a little menswear looks. I must say im not to good at it, so no promise if i will put it up or not. Today im wearing that interesting of an outfit, i head really hurts and i guess its mostly based upon the fact that i still want my boots from topshop, yet none of my parents are willing to cave in anymore to my constant beginning and whining. See being 18 suck, they expect you to be an adult and all...
Wearing:
Blazer - Topshop
Top -Zara
Skirt - H&M
Bag - Accesories
Platforms - Aldo
Dont usually wear my hair up, since im real shy and would rather hide my face, but i i couldnt find a comb strong enough to come my big hair.

Monday, 4 August 2008

American Woman, stay away from meeee!!

Well look what i have here, my dad bought me and my sister a cute Lipstick Red GUITAR!!
None of us know how to play but we sure love it!!! Im a little upset cuz how am i supposed to share? Im a selfish bitch, i mean in pre-school, i beat up a kid so that i could have the doll house to myself (okay to much info...) and i mean im going away to uni like in September,
-"good luck sharing girls"
Oh well im more of a natural on drums anyway.. but common isn't it cute!! Ide take one of these over a Chanel ba....or no wait, lets not say anything stupid here shall we!!
But its gorgeous and i love it, im hoping to get drums later on but i think im going to have to wait a while, if i remember correctly drums aren't aloud in dorm rooms......But hey im close to making that being in a Band/Lawyer/ Top Fashion Designer dream come true :o)?!
Wearing
Bowl hat - H&M
Marlin Monroe Tee - New look
Skirt - Topshop
Ankle Boots - Topshop
...oh and my guitar(sorry sis, OUR guitar)

Rock out!!

Sunday, 3 August 2008

Saturday, 2 August 2008

Currently Obsessing Over

Friday, 1 August 2008

Okay pissed, first because my brother was supposed to get me a Guns N Roses T-shirt when he comes over from Sweden today, which he deliberately did not.
Okay im going to make this quick cuz im going to watch one of my favourite teen movies, 10 thing i hate about you. I dont know, but now that im 18, i feel like...i dont know, to old for these movies? Hahah i know its weird but i hate the fact that im 18, i really want to be, YOUNG, you know commit crime and not do time for it young!
Actually here are my top 5 favourite teen movies
1. Mean Girl (watch it 500 times, no almost every-line by heart
2. Clueless ( I've always wanted her life!!! its insane, getting close, with the getting money and going shopping all the time, BUT THE CAR)
3. 10 i hate about you (because i love heath ledgers character, that is the kinda psychopathic guy i want. Oh and the father and how he worries to much)
4. hmmm... actually i cant think of anything else? hate not another teen movie, but i do love The breakfast Club (guess who my fave character is), to be honest, im more of a horror movie(Saw), Japanese thriller fan....
Wearing:
Leather jacket- Zara, Top - Zara, Skirt - H&M, Bowler hat - H&M, Ankle Boots - Topshop and my wannabe Marc

oh and here is my photographer little sister which absolutely hates her Job, with our Bunny. Her Names Esi (my sister not the bunny) and would like to tell
everyone that she is considering, resigning from her job if she dosent get a raise...so, what do you guys think is she worth it?(please say no...)

Bowler Hat

.......if you dont already have one, get one