Saturday, 31 October 2009

MY FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR...


1, 2.... Freddies coming for you....3, 4...better lock your the....5, 6...grab your crucifix...7, 8 better stay awake.....9, 1o never sleep again.
Anyone up for guessing what im going as (and no its not your first hunch) the person person that gets it right will receive a buy one get one free offer when i put up my impulse buys online.....
Movies called Nightmare on elm street(cant believe people havent seen it....)

Friday, 30 October 2009


source of the jewelry table-fashiongirl.feber.se

from catwalk to sidewalk


Now you know why certain garments look and sell the way they do.
-From t7e top its:Balmain, Rodarte, Chloe, Balmain, Jil Sander and Stella McCartney
source: Topshop.com + Style.com

Thursday, 29 October 2009

you guys are simply not from around here....



...........now i dont know about you guys but I've already made up my mind that I have to get a pair!!!
Theyll obviously cost a fortune so ill have to start saving now.
Ill probably never wear them.....but there just so worth having anyway.
source: vogue.co.uk

Soundgarden - Searching With My Good Eye Closed



awesome song......

how do you intend on meeting the one you love?

dont really intend to meet, i think ill all be a suprise and since i dont like suprises im assuming first inpressions would be out the window. Im often told that im rude the first time you meet me....... so love at first sight shit is out the window
Im also pretty dazed most of the time so ill wont be the meeting of the eyes....im hugely intimidated by direct eye contact with anyone to be honest.....
i guess ill meet him while stumbling over to the bar.....fall over and get caught, not really look up into his eyes as much as looking right threw him......
I dont think ill find my love, im always at the wron4 place at the perfect time......im to busy stairin4 at the stage being totally drawn in by some new band.....to be honest ive probably met him and gone
"yeah excuse me.....thanks...for not moving out of my fucking way like 5 seconds ago ..."

still inspired by.....


the statement, the simplicity and the attitude

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

WISH LIST PART 1 OF 100

wear it in the name of......!


source; jak and jil + google

Monday, 26 October 2009

Donnie: Why do you wear that stupid bunny suit? Frank: Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?


So Halloween is like Christmas, my birthday and New Years Eve all mushed together, just thinking about it brings an unexpected smile to my face. Im contemplating going as frank, cuz i really cant afford going all out this year..... do any of you guys have any good costume ideas?

Like walking on studs


So as i've already mentioned im completely exhausted, especially from rsvp'ing every fucking night out. I simply cant sleep so why not dance?
Oh and my feet are completely destroyed,i litrarly spent 24 hour on them running around like a maniac, one night i had and walked a good distance hom from a club barefoot. Taught i was fine until i came home with one foot drippig in blood....good times......


yepp, got the kane dress and its the most uncomfortable piece of shit i own....
(WEDGES are TOPSHOP)

Grunge hipie survival kit



I swear that with these few items you can do no wrong and can create a minimum of 9 striking looks alone. with a little fantasy, some rips and cuts...you could never say i dont know what to wear! I will however have to admit to my impulsive shopping habit so i might be fucking lying. I'll also have to forgive those waiting for my mini collection was ment to be coming out next month. I've just been really frustrated and worn out by certain aspects of my life....so sorry dont know when it will be done. I am however planning on selling of allot of my impulsed bought cloths here so stay tuned!!!!

OZZY WOULD WEAR THIS


Been going to allot of gigs lately, this feathered coat from Topshop would look perfect on stage!!

Wearing....TOPSHOP



Im super happy for all your comments about what to do about my hair and am well.....still wary about it. I still want to shave half my hair a la alice dellal, but now to make things a little more original dread lock the other half....(met this cute guy the other day that got me thinking)
I can already hear my moms screams and my dad calling me a crazy lady.

Wednesday, 21 October 2009


I want to do something with my hair, chop it, shave it, dye it? Leave any suggestions under the post!!!

I really need a fury cardigan, I think the coat is a little...pimp...for my taste and I would love to find a nice worn out leather jacket in a grey tint however, the one above is like the best model I've ever come across. And at the moment I'm totally in love with the Grey leather and military green combo, I kind of reminds me off Eddie Vedder and my love for him is enough to convince me to ad a dash of colour into my closet, especially with my new suede biker jacket.

Sorry but updatres are going to be a littl bit slow as the internet at my place had decided to give me the silent treatment at the moment.
Oh and in an effort to start wearing make up (im sorry but in mascara is a strech for me...) I bought myself a really peachy/pinkish nuteral lipstik/gloss from Chanel.
You can judge by my description that I have no idea what im talking about all I know is that i walked in and that sales lady made me get it.

Sunday, 18 October 2009

THIS IS GRUNGE HIPPIE



........cant get much closer then this, love my new docs

messy hair, studds and leather. I'f i end up at another tonight i promise i'll tear up the entire place ....

Friday, 16 October 2009

FUCKIM LATE NEED TO TAKE A SHITBRUSH MY HAIR AND GO



So cables still gone, brother's come over from Stockholm to see me, showed me a different way of uploading my pic, here they are, im off for some cocktails with the girls. Where so Sex and the City, although all the sex is coming from me (yeah im your gungy black version of Samantha).

wearing: new suede biker from h&m, velvet dress from topshop and docs

Tuesday, 13 October 2009



ugh today has been a very long day. After what felt like five hours of lectures me and a Friend headed over to TOPSHOP who was hosting some late night student shop filled with discounts. Sounded like fun until we actually got there until we noticed the crowed of girls rapped around the store like a serpent.

OH MY GOD WERE ENTERING THE HELL MOUTH!
Was it worth being pushed shoved and cursed at
HELL YES!
ILL SHOW WHATI GOT TOMORROW

really need to get myself some descent fur

10 random things about me.....


1. Blogging has now become something I do while fighting this insomnia
2. I only hug people when im drunk
3. I tend to live within extremes, so I can be the most colorful social butterfly(while wearing black) and can be so sociably awkward the reality of being surrounded by so many people would break me down into tears
4. Im either a scitso or manic depressive. All i know is thats there's two sides to me
5. My two favourite drinks chocolate soya shakes and tequila
6. usually when im not talking i fantasies about threesome's or my next trip to topshop
7. I can honestly say im never bored just lost in my taughts
8. I enjoy manipulating people
9. I'm extremely confident with myself which might suprise anyone who knows me, so pleas i do not need be reassured that things are going to be okay
10. hate expressing myself because everytime i do people seem to think that theres something wrong with me. I if i ever say something horrible im definetly aware of it and usually dont care,

Used to hate her.....



......now I don't(and seriously dont bash me with questions like why not, I don't see how a girl with no specific aesthetic on personal style can be so influential on others. The title she's got requires the person to actually have a look of their own....now you can start hatting me) shes got a great blog here

Be me, become shameless.........





I've always been accident prone but lucky in the sence that I havent been killed yet. I will be honest I do try my limits.
However when it comes to approching easy things in life, im left dumbstruck(if thats even a word).

Monday, 12 October 2009

Help?


I really need help finding this Bag from Zara, It's £35 I believe and my local stores only got the Brown leather with golden studs version. If Anyone here in the UK is willing to sell me theirs or help me get a hold of one that would be super great, I need it Badly!

Im like obsessed with the word bedazzled! Keep using that word in my everyday vocabulary. I mean sometimes Id just turn around and go, "Oh my god he is sooo bedazzled!" and i know i sound ridiculous as i enunciate the word, but OMG its just an orgasmic slur on your tung when you say it......Bedazzled!
Anyway before I start screaming OH MY GOD I DIE like Rachel Zoe just wanted to bring your attention to this, oh so Bedazzled! Blazer from TOPSHOP.
I was holding it the other day and that thing is seriously heavy, and im so tiny id be hunching my back trying to keep it on! I wanted it so bad cuz I was imagining it with a Sheer black tee, Black leather pants and suede Ankle Boots. I also imagined pairing it up with a black velvet dress (which I so have to get its such a must have!) and Tie dye Doc martens......Ugh it would look so good!
But the price tag is ridicules and I didnt love it enough to burn some serious plastic that day.

Need help? I know I do....


I'm real tired, yet I cant sleep. I'm to lazy to actually go to sleep if that makes any sense.....
I've been studying allot, reassuring myself that I'm not wasting time, but there's only so much I can read till I just end up looking at the different shades of black each letter doesn't seem to posses.
If you guys have a cure for Insomnia or at least a certain piece (new or old) of clothing that you want to start working around your closet but have no idea how to wear drop a comment with a description and more helpfully an actual pic (hint hint, be a Topshop piece) of that item and ill try squeezing out for looks for yeah. In times of depression investment pieces that are versatile enough to make its way through your closet is the way to go.

Sunday, 11 October 2009

Black Hole Sun



So I might be stating the obvious here but most Spring Summer Collections for 2010 are looking pretty dark. That Warm feeling that usually associates with the season of dark colours and heavy knits have been replaced by airy clouds of stained ink which sensually Exposes our true nature .
Its like The Warmth usually associated with the with colours and prints of early nature have become the chill, of barely there garments that are either tied or draped upon you, reminding anyone that wears the garment that its not ment for Autumn/Winter, but for the stelching heat of S/S. I've simply fallen in love with this so wrong correlation, its simply the same thing....just a different flavour.

Shes on the dark side....

Saturday, 10 October 2009

A peek inside of my boring afternoon, a sneak inside an exiting evening....


Laying on my cloud of smoke, half asleep and hungry. Waiting for the darkness to creep in and for me to come out. I'm not a morning or day person, but wait as I shall devour you at night.

Friday, 9 October 2009


So pissed of I didnt get that Blazer from Zara now!!!

Chaotic Beauty


I've decided to go Jewelry shopping tomorrow! Never done this before so im pretty exited. I want to be able to accessories like Kate eventually and cuz I just look at her outfits and what i see is a lightning bolt waking up a dark still night. It's simply Chaotic Beauty.

This Fall/Winter Essentials


So I think With the recession and all we should start shopping smarter. I've tried so hard to stay focused and out of stores but believe me if you had a Topshop at a 10 minute walk away from your place....YOU'D BE THERE TO!
But things are getting tight and before i corrupt my responsible nature I need to find a smarter way of handling my finances.
So here are 4 pieces I've found. I Figured if you already own the basics in your closet (you know your blazer, perfect jeans, perfect white tee etc) in Shades Black, Grey and White you could easily look fashion forward...or Parisian chic with a smart, edgy and versatile closet. I might do a closet post later just to show how easy it is to be simple and still look lux(but knowing my schedual might be a while!).

.....Our Dreams have no limits, Our Imagination holds no Law


This was a show that I think opened up allot of people eyes. Alexander McQueen is obviously trying to enter us into this world where Man and Nature have somehow found a way to become one. Times have come where we have to somewhat escape from this concrete jungle that man has created in order to get back to whats real, whats delicate and what was meant to be ours. I looked at this collection at not only the perspective of fashion but on life and the future of our world. Man is so caught up with trying to fulfill this Jetson fantasy and is missing the whole point of evolution. Slowly we adapt to our changes, we do not bring them about willingly. With global warming and all, where seeing clear signs that where moving to fast. Where ahead of time and where just bringing what should be a distant end closer than tomorrow.
I see things that I've always dreamed of, I see an alien invasion. A Beauty that once only existed in glossy Sci-Fi comics and ".......in a galaxy far, far away."
The new shapes, the art of the prints the clash of the worlds of Nature and Man has proven to be a collaboration that one would believe that only God could make.

Thursday, 8 October 2009

Im contemplating just using my iPhone camera to get shoots for the meantime but id only be able to get detailed shoots out of it. Later tonight ill be going out to (so hopefully Ill get someone else to take a pick) I think im going to drain myself in Topshop gear as usual, cuz its the easiest thing to match in my closet for some reason? If im not wearing Topshop its Zara and then its usually all black (not that I wear much colour anyways). So before I leave to get my nucles bruised tonight, I just wanted to show share with anyone thats interested in getting a pair of blogg popular Givenchy heels head to TOPSHOP....obviously.
I already got mine like a month ago and cant stop wearing them, they are however painful to walk in to pack an extra pair of flats if you can.






Monday, 5 October 2009

Where da fuck are her outfit posts?


So if you havent already noticed there hasent been any outfit posts showing up and that's because I forgot (that one single item) to pack the cable that pulls all the shoots of my camera into the laptop, so until someone at home posts it over or just comes by and drop it off, the blogs going to have to go cold Turkey.
In the meantime if theirs anything else you'd like me to entertain you would place a request...until then, Fuck it!
Oh and PS (if that's how you use it), thanks for the groupies I honestly dont understand why you follow my blog but however I do appreciate it! Thanks!

Tanja S London


Inlove with the design (wedges are by far the best form of transportation!) and that extra glitz is just an extra hole in your fave acid wash jeans. PERFECT. Now i just have to find out if my mom is willing to pay for them......
School books or A new pair of shoes.....hmmmm
Check her collection out right..........................................................................HERE!

Sunday, 4 October 2009

Sometimes it seems like we're all living in some kind of prison. And the crime is how much we hate ourselves.


If Angela was around to go shop at Topshop...I guess she would wear this. Oh I noticed the prints a little small just click on the image to red her actual quotes.

Saturday, 3 October 2009

I remeber as A kid always having a crush on guys with point noses and huge blue eyes...


Even back then i loved people that didn't seem to belong in the category of norm

Rodarte, Alexander McQueen and Rick Owens


Thats what i saw from Gareth Pughs amazing collection.

When Im bored


I usually just lie on my bed with my shoes on (I never do this I hate shoes on beds), play horrible song which i usually wouldnt listen to, hear things like my phone ringing (cuz thats how bad i want someone to call up and say lets go out and pull an all nighter) talk to myself at the same time as im dreaming about fucking Kurt cobain.
What do you do?

I love empty roads, especially highways. Everything seems to be so possible here. There are no limits as to what you can do. It's just like how the road seems to go on and on and you expect it to end at that supposed destination.....but it just goes on. You get into a car hoping that it will quickly take you to your supposed destination, your supposed destiny. When I see a traffic jam, I see a whole lot of people with the wrong dream, I see people that know what they want but choose the easier route...that shortcut in life. We all want to get there stupid, there aren't any short cuts in life......
I love empty roads, because for me it symbolise that everyone got there

Friday, 2 October 2009


For those who have noticed and are probably frustrated that I abandoned my blog this week im real sorry. I've just been really busy lately and just havent had the time to even take a shower ahahah!
I promise I will make time for it and am super embarssed to have totally forgoten about fashion week!! I just noticed while looking at a few blogs on my phone at some creepy bar as a distraction hahaha. But now im back and ready for action!!