Are you F-ing Kidding me....

Seriouslly the
hole point of being grunge is to be anti trend! Not some L.A look that should be
disgustingly ripped off my the business men of this indusrty. Looking grunge is
looking cheap disgusting and dirty, something unpleasent and not worth splurging for, something thats convientlly already laying
on your floor ready to be thrown on. They already tried to sell out the look
back in the 90's (yes Marc I am pointing my finger at you) and I will admitI did cock up the word
Luxurious grunge before (an expensive twist...) but come on.....I really dont like where this look
is going....I will however go get that tie dye playsuit so thanks for sharing that at least.....

Denim

Feeling blue...Clothes still havent arrived.

Hey those post is probably 8 hours late as since it was ment to be published before I leave Sweden. But now Im home frustrated with the load of shit I have to attend to. But wait for the bonus you guys, My bag was left in Holland and will apparently be here tomorrow. I think id actually lose my mind if I lost all my clothes!!!!

Wearing: Leather Jacket-Zara, Tee - Im wearing two right now can anyone guess the Icon beneath it? Floral Leggings-Topshop, Black leather studded bag - Dont know my mom baught it for me Braclets - H&M and Ragfreaks, Wedges - Office

There was a shocking amount of people that would stop me in the middle of the street just to ask where id got my shoes from

I figured I'd share a mentality I carry around when shopping. Reading magazines pretty much every other day gets you fantasizing abut having that amazing closet filled with designer clothes, yet the reality is your not so capable wallet.

So when out and about, if im not able to splurge I'm never put of from achieving that delux look I constantly read about. I'f you havent already noticed i spend far to mch money at Topshop and my closet is a testimate to that. It used to be funny but when you leave the house dressed top to toe in Topshop you feel a little ridicouluse. I hate people that step into trendy stores and buy everything in there thinking it could make you look trendy.....hahhaha and now im a victim of that!!!

I dont know I guess its just much easier walking into topshop cuz they always seem to have what im looking for. I have three pit stops
Topshop, Zara and H&M thats my routin, it's the most convinient way of shopping for me, I dont really shop anywhere else unless theres a sale or if a new seasons arived and theres a specific piece im looking for.

I've shared here The A Wang looks that can be found at Topshop for those interested, I also shared this becuase I felt that the SS09 collection was particullary savy in the way that its somthing you could live of for the rest of your youth if you'd like, very versitel in the way you could switch peices around and the colour pallet is very season freindly.

No matter what comes down the runway I know that I will be refrencing Alexander wangs Grunge and sporty looks for a while.

aww man with my brothers accient laptop i cant really tell how the layout on my blog is ment to be.....Anywho This chick is amazing, her style and not only because everything looks so much like the stuff I own, but the way she puts it together in an obviouse way. It just comes out so amazing and since im looking to change way things are ment to be worn, its nice to see another perpective on things you already own. Check her out!!

I'll try to share what I've bught these past few days tommorrow, but until nex time keep dropping you mean comments cuz I must be honest there more fun to read than the typical "cool post" remarks.

Back on the 30th.....

Lets do dangerous things to each other, cause chaos and destruction amongst the others and find love within another.

You might want to get this if you dont allready own them...

...I really got to stop promoting topshop

Hey guys I havent been able to update my blog becuase I've been busy trying to understand wy swedish shoppers are so agressive, you can bearly move true there sales section cuz everyonce looking for a bargin. So far my best buys have been at Cheap Monday's store Weekday with ridicolus 75% off!!
I'm going out tonight and to my horror the dress that I picked out to wear tonight has a wonky zip so it stops halfway up!!! Im off to get it fixed and hopefully ill be done for tonight...

Before I go...

I guess I should stop apologising for not updating I actually haven't realized that I do consistently update my blog. I just worry that I kind of bore you guys with the same old shit.

......Okay something weird just happen, I just put someone elses concerns before mine? Fuck it, dose whom return to my blog to read the same old shit are those that I will waste my time pleasing the rest can bite me.

So It's been raining a little on and off today and since this will be the last post for a while I figured I'd make an effort and show what I am wearing(and will be wearing when at the airport) today. I love airports and have fond memories there since I was a kid. I remember my mom throwing up in her bag when we got on the plan (felt bad for my brother that sat next to her) I remember being jet lagged at Heathrow and walking into Chanel with bloodshot eyes and out of control hair. And ofcourse my parents will always get into huge arguments and stress out the day before and during our time at the airport, which makes thing so much more pleasant.....

Wearing: Leather jacket - Zara, Sequin Top - Topshop, Black Suede Harem pants - Zara and Pantent Ankel Boots - Aldo.

Sayonara Bitches

Dont you like...talk about anything else?

I do talk listen and think about things non-related to grunge, they just happen to be not as interesting things. I need to get myself a pair of Wine Red Doc martens but with a higher top. Someone asked me what my deal was with England and I guess I dont like it here cuz it's not my home and never could be. Tales of great English gentleman was disapointadly replaced with the reality of drunken football hooligans. Im just not a fan of being part of a society that's so segregated. Being part of one class leaves you without a link to others (being priviledged dosent equal being stuck up and worried about what other people think of you) and anyone who knows me knows that im not a fan of cliques, stereotypes and fucked up social classes....so that's why I dont like England cuz those lines are clearly drawn here.

You could be my lucky star.....

My mom used to wear her hair like her and actually make me listen to her, I cant
name the number of times I'd walk up to my dad and ask over and over again whats
a virgin was, I wanted to be her so bad, I wanted to be -"Like a Virgin"

Hey guys sorry for being a bitch and ignoring my blog. Finally packed my perfect closet for Sweden, then ruined by going shopping. God I swore I wouldnt make anymore purchases until like September. I've got all the clothes I need plus more yet I feel the need to buy more as if im collecting them.
Today had to be my old changing room styled shots as It's been raining like hell and by the time I got back I'd be to tired to take an actual photo.

Wearing: Denim shirt Zara Leather pants and suede ankle boots from Topshop.

I love my new patent boots as they remind me so much of the YSL boots from fall last season. Now just to find time to actually wear them.

Im not sure if im going to get that much blogging done while in Sweden, but I will try.

............GOD SORRY FOR LOOKING EXTREMELY Alarmed

Sorry for not updating been busy unpacking and packing again, I have this fear off loosing my baggage at the airport and hate travelling with allot of clothes for that reason, but at the same time a girl loves variety....

Stockholm vs New York

I could seriously scream right now, Im just so frustrated with my environment right now and if something good dosent happen soon im going to scream.

There seriously never been a time when I'm not suppressing an emotion of anger in my life and I guess my expectations on things are kinda off high, but theres no way I'd settle for less.....

I am however exited to go to Stockholm as I've already mentioned and am filling up my calender with things to do, places to shop and people to see.

I'm also contemplating moving back after i graduate,

Stockholm's just such an amazing place and its been home since forever and it's the only place I know. But I really want to move down to New York and start afresh, yet right now its starting to sound a little scary going down all on my own, so I guess a just need to work up enough capital to comfortably move to down with a descent apartment and bullet proff plan. The only thing im determined off is that I hate England (love my friends her though so don't get it wrong) and I could never imagine ever living here, ever! (ugh and sorry about frowning in that one pic, I cant help but...not smile?)

Wearing Blazer: Zara, Silk top: Topshop

Denim Shorts: Topshop, Cut off stockings, and Wedges: Office

God...can I every look casual with this haircut? Its near impossible!

I Hate looking at your pretty face...really I do so pleas...would you cover up?

So sorry for my slow updates, I've been plastered to the mailbox for my exam results to come through....and they never came. It's actually driving me insane I cant wait any longer so i kept my self busy with laying out outfits that im going to pack when I go to Sweden next week. I am beyond exited to go home, England's cool and everything but thiers no place like home....thiers no place like home...

Click and listen...

Okay, So I like have a stupid habit of intentionally missing busses, even while at the buss stop. I Cocked up this Bus stop playlist, for my hours of absolute solitude at the buss stop. And even when the bus arrives there is no way I'd press pause and be shot back into reality....................
1.Running up that hill by Placebo
This is what I do every morning before uni since I never get up on time. (let alone go to bed on time). Waking up 10 minutes before the bus leaves. Id push the entire contents of my table into my bag, pull on my clothes so fast that that there almost thorn in the process and Run up that hill.....in my 8 inch heels.
2. Riot Van by The Artic Monkeys
Because I've always wished to be abducted by this cluttered Hippie van reeking of the past and running on the beautiful fuel of love and music. Bejeweled arms with reach out and pull me in, they'd rape me of all my obligations and stupid responsibilities...and I'd never be brought back.
3. Pearl Jam's cover of The Who's Baba O'Riley(Teenage Wasteland)
Because that was my take of uni....a fucking wasteland. A waste of a youths potential where instead of guiding one, they'll draw up directions to a place that couldn't possibly be foreseen in the now. I hold an appetite for knowledge and dont like to be told whats to be known.
4.Carry on my waywardson by Kansas
At the end of the day this song is what keeps me sitting on that uncomfortable piece of cold metal you call a buss stop. At the end of it all, when i finally get my piece of paper I can go away and do whatever I pleaz...I dont know what my future holds but im not just about ready to leave Law with the past
5.Crazy Train by Ozzy
.....its a good song I dont see why not? I will be honest never been an Ozzy fan, or a black Sabbath fan but I sure as hell am going to try finding on of those records which you could spin backwards and here those cool subliminal (did i spell that right?) messages on, that would be fucking awesome!

6.Ego tripping at the gates of hell by Flaming lips (couldnt find the actual song)
Why? Well i spend like 75% of my time away reality. Why exist within a realm where you dont hold the power to make your own laws, choose your own fate and be who you are.
7.Where is my mind covered by The Yeah yeah yeahs (couldnt find the song on youtube so the pic will link you to placebo's cover)
Can anyone out there honestly say that there 100% themselves? and not a self that fears that a word or action they'll make will hurt someone elses feelings, and how you keep telling yourself that its okay, putting someone elses feelings before yours. Not meeting up to there expectations.

How do you know that your the way you are because you where ment to be this way and not made to be this way.
And if you do have an answer to my question how do you know that your(?) answer hasn't already been pre mediated into you by someone els existent belief of life.

Now I must admit when I first saw these photos I was just thinking off how Hot the dude was....then i noticed his amazing studded Denim Jacket! I'd already made plans to get myself a denim jacket and studded it, so here's some visual DIY Inspiration for you guys.

Source, Stockholm StreetStyle

I am, Doll parts

Dull hair....Dull Skin

Topshop Fall 09 LOOKBOOK

Sequin pants(very Balmain), Floral Blazer( which is going to be paired with my oversized jumpers and acid was jeans) Velvet Biker Jacket (Hmm need a a grey suede Biker as well). Thats pretty much it...Not to blown away by the lookbook so far and im still not sold on investing in the leopard wedges either...

Oh my god she would never wear this out....would she?

This look was coined as a Grunge Golfer.... I have been listening to the Yeah yeah yeahs all week now and am totally obssesed with the song Zero. Oh and i love how someone left a comment about my Janet Jackson abbs (hahaha) I must be honest I hate my abs and im working on getting rid of them i just have an obssesion of lying on the living room floor and doing sit-ups while watching tv, sitting around and doing nothing really drives me crazy that my life has become all about multi tasking. You could have a conversation with me, yet I would be pre occupied with a project im working on and what interiror my aparments going to have

Wearing: Marine somethign shirt, Suede harem pants from Zara, Grey jumper and beanie from H&M daddy's socks and my bra hahaha

10 things about you....?

Im aware that I've been tagged for some blog award...sorry if i haven't gotten to it yet but im...really lazy and I don't really think anyone is really that interested in knowing 10 true things about me hahaha. I don't really lie about what I am so that would be a hard one to answer. If you do want to know something about me or simply want an explanation for any rude language or behaviour....Bite me.

Great basics to invest in this sale, Ive seen loads of similar pieces at pretty wallet friendly prices. There bound to become closet Staples for next season as well for the future.

The Comfort and versatility (+plus affordability) is a good enough reason to invest and get creative with, So pleas go get your harem pants and cropped tops, lace/sheer fabric garments cuz these are the new pieces to help bail you out of those "I dont know what to wear?" days.

Brand: Stapel

Look you pathetic piece of shit keep your hopeless Shakespearean crap on my friends blog alright. The taught of guys being so romantically retarded makes me want to give up on the male race all together. So pleas leave your comments on her blog I don't understand why you have to drop your shit farts on mine.

Okay Hi guys sorry about that just had to tell of my friend's guy to quite leaving irrelevant comments on my posts. And theres no way im giving up on guys hahaha, Im far to arrtacted to jerks and hopeless musicians. Aww man my ideal guy from top to fucking toe would have to be Justin out of The hills. I mean oh my god he reasks everything i want in a man. His deep dont give a shit voice, his long and messy hair (argh i just want to run my finger through it) His resemblance to the young grunge prince Eddie Vedder and his lack there of social skills.....I fucking love him. So Justin....If your reading this email me and i'll give you my number.....im not big on the exclusive thing either so I know we would be perfect for each other.

Oh and I just learnt how to play Better man(by Pearl Jam) on the guitar. I stayed up till five last night trying to learn it, i did get it in after an hour or so but i couldn't stop playing it and now my fingers are covered in cuts and blisters...much fun.

Wearing: Mini waistcoat- H&M, Beanie - H&M, Denim Shirt - Zara, Suede (yes I know awesome right!!) Harem Pants - Zara, Dr Marten and Rag freaks Bracelet.

Looks can be deceiving, yet nonetheless pleasing

Sorry for the slow updates. I've got like so much stuff to get in order, but I think everything going to be fine from now on. I feel that I am at this point in my life where things are simply going to follow through, just not the way I would have expected them to.









I Love the movie singles. I can relate to one of the characters inparticular(for those who have seen it can you guess which one?)

and oh my god not is it only set in like the perfect time and place on earth (something so beautiful is not so unexpectedly difficult to appreciate at the time) and its got an amazing soundtrack and appearances of some of the biggest Grunge pioneers of that time.

Sorry for only having to pics of my outfit today but it literally started to poor with rain as my sister got started. I guess will have to se(a)ttle with these for now....

Wearing....Ugh TOPSHOP(im frankly sick and tired of this brand right now and cant wait to go back to Sweden next week and get some actual shopping done in more then one store).

... Their so weird they must be the new Cool

It's The Ramones for those who don't know...which frankly...is a disgrace(Shame on you!)

Get your Dress(es?) on...

Gruelling day of organising my clothes, putting away boxes of clothes and having to keep an eye on my sister who constatly tried to snatch them. Before I go see a movie I wanted to show you guys my new dress which I got on sale(at Topshop ofcourse).

When I shop I constantly think of Its Longivity and Versatility. The Vintage Polka dot and blush pink look proves its longivity and a creative mind should illusrate its versatility.
This was money well spent.

Who knows where thoughts come from? They just appear.

Stressful day at Topshop as the sale begins, I got up so early just so that I could get my hand on this floral blazer I had been coveting for weeks and not to my surprise one of the bitching employees had purchased it as soon as their tills opened....Im going to bed, Im hot tired and pissed. If I wake up I'll probably watch Empire records for the 500th time.

What did you Honestly wear today?

God, sorry but I had to stand in the shade for these pics. You might not be able to see this but my palms just turned soaking wet as soon as i stepped outside. The weathers been real annoying towards my hair which would simply frizz its natural curls and it would feel all sticky and dirty. I've got loads of comments most referring to how my style changes allot. From what my friends says it means Im transcending from my old faze into a new one which I so dont want to happen. The looks you see now dosent particularly mean the look ill move towards but it means Im so bored with looking predictable that I tend to look unpredictable. I love grunge hippie, and okay I've been more Grunge Candy lately but something tells me the grunge is about to be dropped, the hippie has already.....

The only Thing that seems to stick the same is the music on my iPod and my political views

God you'd think at nineteen one would have figured themselves out already....

Wearing TOPSHOP (the one thing that stays the same)